Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 13.

"Please tell me I'm dreaming." I said, I wasn't sure how I felt. I mean I knew I was angry, I was jealous and I was hurt. Hurt that she moved on so quickly, and moved onto Camila who is supposed to be my best friend and I was angry at her because she probably knew about what happened between me and Lauren but even if she didn't she knew we were dating.

"I'm so sorry Y/N." Camila said rushing over to me.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yelled as I took a few steps away from her.

"What happened." I said firmly. They both stayed quiet.

"WELL!" I yelled at both of them but mainly Lauren.

"I can explain." Lauren said stepping foreword so she was next to Camila, they both stood opposite me.

"EXPLAIN THEN!" I shouted after a long pause.

"When me and you broke up I was so pissed and then Mani told me what you said about not trusting me, Camila..she was just there and things happened." She spoke before stepping closer to me and grabbing both of my hands.

"It doesn't matter, I mean you two are both single." I said taking my hands out of Lauren's.

Camila seemed to have disappeared by now.

"Y/N..." Lauren started.

"No..no Lauren I mean, there isn't any harm in what you two did. It was simply just two single girls hooking up." I told her and she grabbed my hands again.

"Look will you stop. I love you and I made a mistake, I know we aren't together but I still cheated." She told.

"You can't cheat on someone you're not even dating." I reminded her.

"Me and you aren't over, we never will be. Me and you are always going to end up together no matter who or what gets in our way or how hard you try to fight it. You belong with me and I belong with you." She said looking me straight in the eyes.

"Lauren.." I started.

"No, just admit it, you will never stop loving me. I knew from the moment I met you when we were kids that in someway we would spend the rest of our lives together." She spoke getting even closer to me.

"When we were 16 you said we were soulmates and that you didn't ever want to be with anyone else. I realise now that you basically told me that you loved me and then I told you that wasn't true because I was going to marry this amazing man and have a great life. I really hurt you didn't I?" I questioned and she nodded.

"I'm sorry, sorry for hurting then and sorry for hurting you every single time I have in the past but what I'm really sorry for is hurting you all the time in future because I will hurt you and you will hurt me, but it won't break us because what we have is magical." I told her, my tears now flowing freely.

"And people say that we are only young and we don't have any idea what love is but we're 19 and if what I feel for you isn't love then love must be something fucking amazing because my feelings for you are out of this world." I spoke.

I leaned in and placed a small gentle kiss on her lips before pulling away to look at her.

"Then whats stopping us?" She asked.

"Stopping us from doing what?" I questioned back.

"Getting married." She said with a serious face.

"Are you joking?" I asked.

"Does it look like I'm joking?" She returned.

I stood there in silence, not sure what to think of the situation.

"So will you, Y/N marry me?" She asked, her eyes full of hope.

"I...I...

A/N: thanks for reading 😄