Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 9.

A/N: time jump of like six months.

Lauren and Brad are finished, me and Lauren, well I'm not to sure what is happening between us if I'm being completely honest. We had hooked up a few times and even gone on a date.

The problem is I'm moving, and I'm not just moving to another part of America. I'm moving to Sydney, Australia. My parents found this amazing house out there that was in an area with amazing school and colleges and we found the perfect one for my studies.

I just don't know how to tell Lauren.

I've told Ally, Camila, Dinah and Mani, but Lauren, I mean how are you meant to tell the person you are in love with that you are moving to the other side of the world. She will probably say we could make it work but it would be way too emotionally and physically stressful for us both.

Our flight leaves in ten hours and I am planning on going without telling her, I know its harsh but I can't face her.

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"Flight 1256 to Sydney, Australia, boarding has been delayed by a few  minutes."

"Great now we have to wait even longer before we can leave this stupid country." My father spoke and I just remained quiet.

The conversation was dry for the next couple of  minutes, it was just my parents telling me how great our lives would be from now on.

"Y/N!" I heard someone yell. Shit, how the hell did she even find out?

"Lauren what are you doing here?" I questioned through gritted teeth.

"Why didn't you tell me?" She asked, her eyes now looking glossy.

"I didn't know how to." I stated truthfully.

"So you were just going to leave and never see me again." She said bitterly.

"Lauren...its not like that..." I started.

"Why are you even moving?" She questioned.

"Because my family is going." I said simply.

"Yeah but you're a sophomore in college surely you could stay." She stated.

"Why, what have I got here?" I asked pushing her for an answer.

"You've got Kyle, the girls, and you have me who is madly in love with you and seriously wants to be with you. But if you leave we can't be together because it will be too hard." She said whilst she cupped my cheeks her hands.

"Laure.." I started but I was cut off by her kissing me, I immediately kissed back. The kiss was filled with so much lust and passion.

"Please stay." She begged when we pulled away.

"I can't." I said simply.

"IF YOU LEAVE YOU WILL BE RUINING ANY CHANCE WE WOULD HAVE OF FINALLY BEING TOGETHER." She yelled.

"What chance would we have? You said it yourself Lauren, we're toxic." I said and she looked hurt.

"Fine I'll leave you alone if thats what you want, but when you hate it there and want to come back don't expect me to offer my shoulder for you to cry on." She said harshly before leaving quickly.

"You'll find someone else." My dad said.

"I don't want anyone else I just want Lauren." I tell him.

"Flight 1256 to Sydney, Australia is now boarding."

"I can't leave." I tell my parents.

"What?" They both say at the same time.

"I'll sort everything out, I promise okay. Trust me. Call me when you land." I tell them before kissing all three of them goodbye.

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"This is it." I say to myself before knocking on the door.

"You know when I was ten and you promised my parents that you would do anything you could for me, I have a big favour that I need you to do for me." I tell them.

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"I'll let you get settled." Mrs Jauregui said before disappearing downstairs.

"Hey." I said as I awkwardly walked into the room.

"You stayed." Lauren says as she rushes over to me.

"Can we please be properly together now, I know you will be on tour soon but please." I practically beg.

"I've waited so long to hear that." She tells me.

"I love you so much." I tell her honestly.

"I love you too." She says before connecting our lips.