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Kiara.

"Yo,  I don't even care about allat son. You told me you was gone bring me my fuckin money last month then yo corny ass disappear on me. I went by Paul crib and that nigga tried to play me like I'm a fuckin goofy so I socked his bitch ass in his mouth. Have my money man, that's all ima say or ya mother is gone have to plan you and ya brotha a funeral kid. That's what I fuckin get,  you think niggas can be trusted and you try to make sure them and they family eatin but niggas a stab yo ass in the fuckin back. Like I said nigga have my money." Jawan yelled as he was in the living room. I walked into the living room and saw him sittin on the couch.  I walked over to him and stood in front him. He looked up into my eyes And I stared into his eyes,  seeing anger in them. I sighed and he pulled me onto his lap "you good?" I asked.  "Yeah I'm aight.  I'm just so fuckin sick of niggas playin with me and my money ma.  I be tryin to let shit ride and ignore the shit but I can't." He said and I sighed and grabbed his hand and held it.  "I understand what chu sayin. Cause shit I a be mad as hell too but you gotta control yo anger baby. Look at all this money you got, don't trip over no little shit." I said as he played with my fingers. He nodded and tapped my thigh so he could stand up. "Aight.  Thanks baby" he said kissin my cheek. "Yup. Where you finna go?" I asked. "Nowhere why?" He asked walking into the kitchen.  "Just asking" I said.  He walked back out the kitchen and just stood there starin at me as he drunk his water.  "Why you lookin at me like that?" I asked and he smiled at me,  showing his dimples . He began to walk towards me and Next thing I know we was face to face. "What you gotta tell me?" He asked.  And I squinted my eyes and tilted my head. "What you talkin about Jawan?" I asked and he smiled and continued to Stare at me with those green eyes of his. "You know what I'm talkin bout" he said and I looked down in deep thought trynna figure out what the hell he was talkin bout. "Nooooo baby......  I don't?" I said and he laughed and shook his head.  He put his hand on my stomach and smiled.  "You pregnant ma" he said and I stepped back away from him. "No I'm not" I said and he laughed. "Yes you is. How much you wanna bet" he said and I just stared at him. "I know I'm not pregnant,  okay? Damn. Ima prove it to you." I said.  "Aight. Take a test for me then" he said.  "Aight. Let's go to the store so I can get it" I said and he shrugged and nodded,  still smiling and that was pissin me off. "Kiara " jawan yelled from downstairs.  "What" I yelled back "make sure you bundle up ma. Its cold as fuck and I Don't want the baby to get sick" he said while laughing and I rolled my eyes. I walked downstairs and he was sittin on the couch. "Ready?" I asked and he stood up and nodded. We walked out the door and headed to the car "yo,  we need somebody to come shovel this shit." I said referrin to the snow. "I know ma. Ima get somebody to do that." Jawan said as he opened the door for me. Since we was 15 he been doin that and I still love it and always will.  He got in the car and began to drive "Hey" I said to jawan while turning down the music. "Wassup baby" he said and I looked out the window. "What if i am?" I asked and he glanced at me.  "What if you what? Pregnant?" He asked and I nodded. "Yep.." I said.  "Ima be happy as hell like I was when J was born. You know how I feel about that ma. Shit we happy. Well I am and I hope you is too. We grown now baby,  we got our own crib,  our own money,  we married and we got the son that we always wanted. It don't get no better then this. Havin a 2nd child a be even better. " he said and I smiled. "Thanks punk"  I said and he smirked. "No thank you and I love you so much." He said.  "Love you too" I said as we pulled up to the store. I sighed and sat there for a few seconds,  jawan cut off the car and looked at me. "You solid? Or you need me to go in there witchu?  Cause I can" he said and I shook my head no. "I'm solid baby. I'll be right back" I said and he nodded. "Aight" he said and I got out the car.  I walked into the store and walked to the aisle where the test was at. I sighed and grabbed 2 of them,  I walked out the aisle and I looked and seen a big ass race car  and I HAD to get it for my baby. I know J gone love it. I walked up to the register and sat my stuff on the counter "this all you want?" The boy  asked and I nodded. "Actually no. I want that race car ova there. How much is it?" I asked,  looking up at him from my purse and I laughed and shook my head. "Yo,  I ain't even know that was you punk. Wassup?" I said to my little brotha . "Nothin just got this lil job here. Pops said I couldn't work for him so here I am. You gettin this for J?" He asked and I nodded. "Yup. Wanna help me put it in the car?" I asked and he nodded. "Yo who those test for?" He asked. And I looked down. "Ima fuck Jawan up man. I swear. I ain't gone tell mom or pops though sis. I got you" he said.  "Please don't jay. " I said and he nodded.  "Steph come ere" he said to some girl. She was gorgeous,  she had curly black hair and big grey eyes. "Yo" she said. "I'm takin the day off,  I gotta help my sista with some stuff." He said and she mugged him. "Don't just be demandin stuff" she said and he walked closer to her so now they was face to face.   I laughed and shook my head. "I'm takin the day off , ight?" he said and she nodded. "Ight jayvon.. who is this? She's pretty"she asked lookin at me. "My sister" he said still in her face  starin at her.  "Thank you Shorty. You is too" I said and she smiled.  "Thanks" she said lookin back at jayvon. "Why are you still in my personal space? Damn" she said.  "What?" He said steppin closer.  She rolled her eyes "I'm not scared of you" she said and he laughed.  "Yeah ight" he said while pecking her lips. "Ima call you" he said while pickin up the race car  and we began to walk out the store.  "Ight" she yelled After us. "Bye" she yelled. "Bye" I said back. "Soooo.  That's yo girl son?" I asked and he smirked.  "Somethin like that" he said and I nodded and we headed towards the car. I knocked on Jawan window and he rolled it down. "Wassup?" He said.  "Pop the trunk baby" I said and he nodded. "I knew you was gone get that.  Quincy was tellin me about that big ass race car the other day" he said laughin and I laughed and walked over to my side and got in the car. "You get that test?" He asked and I nodded. "Coo time to prove you wrong " he said while smiling and I rolled my eyes. jayvon got in the car and closed the door. "J better be glad I love him,  that damn thing heavy ass hell. Yo wassup ese?" He said to Jawan makin me laugh. "Chill with the jokes nigga,  just Cause okay Mexican don't mean shit.  I'll still beat yo lil ass. Ask yo sister" he said lookin at me and I still continued to laugh. He shook his head and drove off. 10 minutes later we arrived to the house and jawan carried the race car inside. "Good job ese" jayvon said and this time jawan laughed. "Fuck you Jay" he said and jayvon laughed and sat on the couch. Jawan took the car in the basement then came back up. I took my coat and stuff off and was about to go upstairs when Jawan stopped me. "Tell me wassup when you done ight? " he said and I nodded and went upstairs to the bathroom. I walked in and closed the door. I sighed and took the test out the box. I pee'd on the stick then wiped it off and waited 5 minutes for the results. 5 minutes later I went and checked on the test and I looked at it annnnnd. I am pregnant.  I sighed and took the test downstairs.  When I made it down there jayvon was on the couch textin on his phone "where Jawan?" I asked. "Kitchen " he said. "Thanks" I said and walked into the kitchen . Jawan was sittin on the island smokin a blunt. When he seen me come in he put the blunt out.  I walked over to him and stood between his legs "soo wassup?" He asked and I pulled out the test. When he seen the results he smiled. "I told you ma. I told you" he said smiling and I smiled Back. "So" I said and he kissed me. "How you think J gone feel? You think he gone be happy to have a lil brotha or sista?" He asked. "I think he a be happy you know? . How you know I was pregnant doe?" I asked and he smiled. "I just knew. But when cici uppose to be bringin J Back?" He asked.  "Tomorrow. Yo you know her and Christian back together right?" I asked and he looked at me with wide eyes "Word? He ain't tell me. how you figure out" he asked and I shrugged. "I didn't.  All I know Is they been with eachother" I said and he nodded and pulled me closer. "Well. All I know is that this the best day of a nigga life. I love y'all" he said and I smiled. "We love you.