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Ristianne's POV

"Hello Cam, I've missed you too." I heard Harry's voice from the balcony. He went out in the balcony answer a phone call, I really don't stick my nose into his business
but it turns out that it was his ex-girlfriend, Camille Rowe, who called him.

Did I just hear that right? I must be hearing things.

"I'm doing good. Are you still getting some hate? Do you want me to come over?" I heard him said softly at her.

What I heard is right, I'm not hearing things thank goodness. But on a serious note, hearing him say those words broke my heart. I'm his girlfriend now, why is he still in love with her? I was curious on how Harry will answer her so I continued to eavesdrop to their conversation on the phone. I walked closer towards the door of the balcony since I was sitting on the bed and so that I can hear him much more clearly, the good thing is the door was half closed. I guess that's why I heard him.

"I'm sorry for what I did, Cam. I know it was my fault that we broke up but you have been told already that when you date me we have to hide it in the public eye. You know that I don't want any of my relationships to be public because it's personal. Besides that's the reason why we broke up. I thought you understood that but you didn't." I heard him say woefully to his smartphone but the thing is I couldn't hear what Camille said.

I know you maybe asking who am I, I am Harry's new girlfriend and if you are asking why am I so cool about this, well I am not, I am boiling in anger deep inside. I am trying my best to hold my shit together. I don't want him to know that I eavesdropped on their conversation because hell might broke loose. Hearing him say that he missed his ex broke my heart but hearing his explanation on why they broke up, broke my heart even more. I knew from the very beginning how much he loved her but I never realized how much he loved her until now. He clearly isn't over her, based on what I heard right now. I mean, he made a whole album just for her while he written no songs about me. It was very clear to me that his album was about her when I heard the song Cherry. It confirmed every existing rumors about them. As what have Harry said, our relationship is being kept secret. No ones knows that I am dating him. Like I know many would say, why the hell am I dating him if I can't tell anybody? The answer is simple it is because I am blindly mad in love with him. That's why I agreed to his terms even if I don't personally approve of it but for him, I made an exception.

"Of course, I loved you. You were the best girlfriend that I ever had and the longest relationship that I ever had." He said with a smile on his face.

What the hell! Don't tell me that he is still in love with her?

"I'm really sorry about the hate that you are getting as what I have told you before that's what I was trying to do, that's why I wanted to keep our relationship a secret." He sighed, as the smile faded on his face.

"Are you sure that you are doing okay? I'm just one call away if you need me and I'll be right at your door right away." He asked really concerned about her well-being.

I couldn't take this anymore, I couldn't listen to their conversation any longer, the more I hear, the more my heartaches.
I know I sound really stupid right now. Why am I not doing anything? Why am I not confronting him? Or Fight for my rights as his girlfriend? Sadly, I couldn't do any of that. I'm afraid if I do, it'll just break my heart even more. This shit hurts!

I walked away from where I was eavesdropping and heads towards the door to exit the room. I couldn't believe that he was talking to his fucking ex on the phone. That piece of shit! No matter how shit he is right now, I still couldn't leave him. You can call me a martyr or whatever you want to call me, but I just can't imagine my life without him. That's why love sucks a lot. I love him so much that I am letting him do this to me. I'm a fucking fool. I'm a fool for him. I just want some of his heart, just a little bit. But even that I could not have.

If I wasn't just preg- I mean, If I just don't love him, I would have left him. Well, I'm not sure if I am a hundred percent pregnant yet. Actually my supposed plan for today is to find out whether if I am pregnant or not. I was supposed to take a pregnancy test but since Harry is around I couldn't do it, plus I couldn't find a way to get away from him for 10 minutes. But now, I have enough time to get away from him that's basically what I'm going to do. I'm going to the guest bathroom to take the test secretly. I actually planned getting pregnant myself, hoping that Harry would finally forget her, I mean he should forget about her since he is dating me. If he can't forget about her, where am I in his heart? Am I just a rebound to make him forget about me?

So I thought if I got myself pregnant by him, hoping that he'll forget about her fully. I may sound selfish right now but if he and I wouldn't end up being together, at least I have a piece of him to remind me of our relationship. I know this may sound wicked but I asked him if he wants to have some kids one day which he said 'yes'. He didn't specify when or if he wants it to be me but he said yes. And that's what matters to me.

I entered the guest room while closing the door behind me before I turned the lights on. I sighed nervously, I am not ready for this. I slowly walked towards the bathroom room, as my breath becomes heavy. I don't think I can do this I'm so nervous. So I stopped on my tracks to calm myself down or else I might have a panic attack and I can't have that right now. I did the "breath in, breath out" calming method to calm the waves of storm on my chest. Thank God it worked. I retreat from walking towards the door. I let out a sigh one last time before I entered the bathroom. I already prepared the pregnancy test. Just to be sure I went all out like crazy and bought ten different type of pregnancy test, that I'll be taking at once. Everything was set up. The only thing that I gotta do is to pee on it. Since I prepared the things I need, I of course prepared myself for this. I drank almost two liters of water just to be able to pee that much. I did my business and peed on the 10 pregnancy test that I've prepared. Don't ask me how to did all of it at once. Let's just say I found a way how. Now I just have to wait for 5 to 10 minutes. I decided not to stare at the pregnancy tests that I bought until the time passed. I exited the bathroom and re-entered the bedroom and sprawled my body on the bed. I set the timer on my phone and scrolled to my social media accounts, mainly YouTube. I used to be a YouTuber but eversince Harry and I started dating, I stopped for a while. My fans knows that Harry and I are friends and we hang out quite a lot but they don't know that we are actually dating. Since I used to do challenge videos with Harry or I would film his concert. Plus, I work for him but part time. I sometimes help direct some of his music videos, help edit his music videos and help him with his tour. I know he doesn't really need me since he is surrounded with compatible and professionals when it comes to that but he trusted me the most. That's how we started dating. The first time I met him, is when he had his very first solo live on tour in the Philippines which where I am from. Yes, I am a famous filipino blogger. I have over 10 million followers on YouTube. I have known Harry so sometime now and I never thought that I have the chance to date him. I'm the first woman that he dated who was a fan of him ever since One Direction and a big fan of him in general.

I didn't even noticed that the timer went off. The results are out.