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Your Pov
Its only Liam.
"Hey Li." I greeted him.
"Hello Y/N, its nice to see you again."He greeted me back.
"Its nice to see you, too." I said smiling at him.
"So what brought you here? "He asked confused.
"Well, I am here because,
Did Paul inform you about me coming over here?" I asked confused on why on earth Paul didn't tell the boys about me coming over for their measurements.
"No, Paul didn't tell us anything about you coming over here, but If your here to take care of Harry, then I suggest you to leave, you don't deserve him and besides he already moved on. "He suddenly snaps.
"Excuse me? For your information I am not here for him, I am here because of work, because your management invited me to design for you guys tuxedoes for this coming AMA and Brits Awards, so thats why i am here to get your measurements, so I could start making them since I only have 3 days left. "I explained, to be honest Liam's words about Harry hits me hard, its breaking my heart all over again, I know its my own fault why it turns out like this.
"Oh, why don't you come in. "He said embarrassed and invited me to go inside.
"Well, i guess i should just leave since Paul didn't inform you about me coming over here, but Can you tell Paul that I'm backing out, that I am turning down the invite."I politely said before I leave.
"Y/N, don't be so unprofessional, work should be work, past should be past. " I hear him says.
"Well, if you didn't just open up about my past personal relationship then I wouldn't act like this, your not in the right place to tell me that nor to talk about that even if we're talking about Harry. "I snapped.
"I'm sorry, I know its not my right to say that but from the day that you broke up, Harry changed but not for the better but for the worst, you don't know how much it hurts him a lot, he keeps on drinking, he wouldnt stop no matter who stops him, he barely eats and drink, he always rather drink alcohol to numb the pain that is aching inside, we keep on telling him to forget about you but he doesnt listen to one of us, he doesn't even listen to his sister, mom nor his father. He only listens to you but your already running late now. "He apologize as he explained Harry's Pov.
"Do you really think the break up didn't affected me too, Liam? Of course it does affected me just like how it affected to him but I have to show Harry that I can earn myself a living that I have my own dreams, too. And I want to persuade it just like he persuade dream career, I just wanted to make my own dreams but he doesn't seem to agree on it, I mean he wants me to follow my dreams but he doesn't want me to go to Paris for 2 years, I know two years is long but if I want to be a professional designer I have to learn from the best, but he won't agree, so I decided to break up with him, the biggest mistake that I ever did in my whole life Li, I admit I miss him, and I still love him so much, for all the success that I achieved are nothing to me because I sacrificed the love of my life and my happiness, I know it was so selfish of me to choose my dream against Harry but I can't forever let him provide everything for me, its just... " I trailed off when the tears started to spill out of my eyes whilst Liam pulled me into his chest to cry on.
"Its hurt,li. Seeing him with Kendall tore my world apart, I...I really thought he moved on so I didn't bother to contact him and because I know how much I hurt him... I .. gave up on us that easily...I let him.. go.. tha..that easily, I'm such a horrible person, I'm pretty sure he hates me. " I cried on his shoulder much harder thinking Harry hates me.
"Shhh, shhh. " he cooed.
"Everything is alright and Harry doesn't hate you because he loves you very much, he and Kendall are just friends and it was the management who force them to go out, so you don't have to worry." He said to comfort me.
"But I thought he kept on drinking. " I asked wiping my tears out.
"Yeah, he does but suddenly stopped when he saw a picture of you on the magazine, everything was going so well again, he became happy but then one night he just suddenly started to drink again, this time its about, uh...um. " he suddenly stopped talking.
"What? Who? Li? "I asked him.
Seeing the expression on
his face worries me, I know from the way his face fell its not something good.
"Liam what? "I asked again getting anxious.
"Uh, Y/N I think maybe you should just go, uh I'll just send you our measurements tonight maybe, goodbye. "He was about to close the door but I blocked it with my right foot.
"Liam, what the hell? " I said giving him unpleasant look.
"Y/N, I suggest you to leave. Please its for the best of the two of you not to see each other. "He suddenly snap.
"Li, what's the matter? Please tell me." I pleaded.
"Liam, who's at the door? Is that Paul or a guest? Can you let that guest in." I heard Harry's moms voice said walking towards the door.
"Y/N." Harry's mom said surprised.
"Mrs. Twist." I said looking down at me feet, I am ashamed to look at her right now.
"What brings you here, my ugh Y/N?" She asked trying to contain herself to calmed down.
"I am here to ugh to get the boys measurement." I said but more of a question.
"Oh." That's all she can say.
"And ugh to see Harry,too.
Is he alright?" I asked trying not to sound like we're close.
"No, he isn't and its because of you, if you didn't just hurt him then none of this will happened, you didn't even given him a second chance to make it up with you, but since you were selfish you choose to leave him all broken while you were having the time of your life, I cannot believe you Y/N I trusted you, I liked you for him because his fame didn't matter to you, I thought you really loved my son but you just used him for your dream to be a designer, you don't know what my son have been through when you left him, and to tell you something you do not know Harry supported you with everything you want to do even the part where you will leave him for 2 years for paris to live your dream, but you misunderstood him, he doesn't want you to go because he already planned everything for you he even hired some professional designer to teach you here in london instead in paris and for you to save money, time and effort but you threw it all away just like a piece of paper, you wasted everything he set for you." Anne opened up.
"What!?" I exclaimed feeling speechless.
I can't believe it, gosh I am so dumb!
"I...." before I could say anything Anne cuts me off.
"Just don't say anything, if you really want to see Harry come and follow me." She said before walking upstairs so I followed her to where Harry is.

I noticed that we walked past to our, I mean Harry's room, I was about to ask her but then she cuts me off again.
"He doesn't stay on his room because it only reminds him of you so we move him out so now he is staying at one of the guest room."She explained.
Darn it! How can she read my mind? I thought.
She suddenly stopped walking 3 rooms away from H's room.
This is where he stays now! My mind thought.
Y/N, this is it ." Anne said sternly, then suddenly I heard a crash.
"What was that?" I asked her confused then it hits me.
"Don't tell me - I got cut off by Anne.
"Yes,its Harry." She said.
"Y/N,please be careful." she said warned I just nod my head before opening the door.

My jaw drop hits the floor, when I saw how dirty H's new room, everything is trashed, broken glasses are everywhere, bed sheets are torn, the pillows are everywhere, bottles of alcohol are everywhere some of them are broken, picture frames are all broken,too and the curtains are all closed. All I can see is a big mess, everything is a mess but I cannot see Harry maybe its because its a bit dark in here.
"Harry."I called out.
"I said leave me the fuck alone, mom."He snarled.
I never heard Harry used that tone towards his mother nor anyone.
"No, Harry. Its me Y/N." I said softly.
As looked around the room, then I spotted him near the bathroom door, hugging on his knees crying silently.
"Harry." I called out, my voice is trembling at the sight of him.
"Harry, I am so sorry." I said sobbing as I took a seat next to him.
"I know, I hurted you so much and I know i was being selfish for not giving you a chance to explain and everything and I know I given up on us that easily, I shouldn't have broken up with you just for my dream and I know the break up isn't the wisest decision that I made, I should have talk to you instead of breaking up with you, I miss you Harry and I still love you." I said before pulling him for a hug.
"What? What are you talking about?"He asked confusedly.
"What do you mean?"I asked getting confused.
"Y/N, I am not drinking because of you anymore, its because of Kendall, she's breaking up with me, Y/N I already moved on from our relationship because from the start I know you don't love me the way I love you, I know I promised to you that you have my heart but I'm sorry I fell in love with Kendall, my heart belongs to her not you. "He said sadly.
"Wha..what?" I stuttered.
I don't know what to say or react, I am so confused.
But then Liam's word rings my head.

"He only listens to you but your already running late now."
"but then one night he just suddenly started to drink again, this time its about, uh...um."
So that what he means, I stood up from where I seated, heading out of the door, my head is spinning from everything, I just don't fully get it though, why did Liam said Harry loves me very much and he and kendall are just friends, did he just said that to comfort me?
I left Harry's room, tears stained on my face. I don't know what to feel or what to do, I just wanted to jump off the cliff, I feel so embarrassed in front of Anne and Harry.
I didn't even noticed someone is calling my name, I didn't stop walking, I just continue to walk even if I bump into someone or something, all I see is blurry for every step I take before everything turns into darkness
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