I'm so sorry.

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Jess's POV
After haz left I just laid on my bed. It had been a long night and an even longer day. I grab my phone and look at the time. I see tons of texts and calls from sam and Harry. Probably wondering if I'm okay.
I ignore it and see the time is only 11:30. Its not even lunch yet.
I groan and shove my face in a pillow. I just want tom.
But im giving him space like haz said to. I just need to get up. Take some pictures. Forget about all of this stupid stuff.
I get up and throw on some jeans and a navy blue crop top. I pull my hair up and slip on some boots. Heading out to find a park to take some pictures of.
Im supposed to add more to my book for school. Of all the beautiful places around London. I also need to remember to call my dad and reschedule lunch.

As im taking pictures i sit on a bench. And someone comes up behind me covering my eyes. "Guess whoooooo"
"Harry!" I immediately jump up and hug him. He hugs back chuckling and sits down where I was sitting.
I sit next to him and take a few more pictures. "So your out and about on the town" I laugh at little at his choice of words. "Yeah I guess. Just after haz left I felt really alone and didn't like it. So i needed to get out. " he nods and then jumps up. "TAKE PICTURES OF ME" he yells and starts striking poses. I treat him as if he's a big celeb and I'm the paps. "Yes yes YES" I giggle and snap photos as I watch him dance and strike poses and do weird faces.
After a long while we start walking towards some shops. "Jesssssssss. I'm hungry. Get lunch with me please" I smile at him. "Only if you stop whining i will." He starts clapping his hands like a child.

Later that night
I had a long day out with Harry but it got my mind off some things.
I'm back at my apartment now. Getting ready for bed. But i call my mom first.

Phone call.
Mom: Hello?
Hey mom
Mom: hey baby. Hows London.
Its been crazy. Tom and i had a fight.
Mom: I'm sorry sweetie.
Its okay. I just miss him. I hung out with Harry today tho.
Mom: thats great sweetheart. What time is it for you?
Almost midnight.
Mom: you should get some sleep soon love.
I know mom I just wanted to check in with you first.
Mom: Okay baby, all is good here. I love you.
I love you too mom.

End call.
After I call my mom I curl up to go to sleep.
At 3 am my phone starts blaring. "What the hell" I mutter under my breath and grab it.

Phone call.
Me: Hello?
Oliver: whats up baby sis
Me: olly its 3 am
Oliver: I know I'm at your door. Along with some brown haired dude who looks like hes been crying. Let me in.
Me: Okay... Wait.... Brown hair.. TOM
End call.

I slam the phone down on my bed and run towards the door. Flinging it open.
Tom is standing there with olly behind him. And tom looks like he's been crying. Olly opens his mouth to speak but I've already wrapped my arms around tom and pulled him inside. "I'm so so so sorry" tom keeps repeating into my hair. "Shhhh. Shhh. Baby its okay." I hold on to him like my life depends on it.
"Oooh. So this is the boyfriend" olly says while sitting down.
I grab tom's face and kiss him. Ignoring Olly completely.
"Soooo. Thats a yes." Olly says.
I pull away smiling at tom. "Babe lets just go to bed. No more sorrys" he nods and pulls me closer while we walk towards the bedroom. "Dont forget I'm here and start making weird noises" olly yells behind us and I just shut the door on him.
Ignoring him completely.

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