Britain x Short!Depressed!Male!Reader: Locked Away (Requested!!)

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Britain x Short!Depressed!Male!Reader
Locked Away

A/n: Request for Lambidennn! Sorry it took so long love, and thank you for being so kind and understanding!

The song is Locked Away by Maroon 5.

Trigger warning: depression, angst, sadness, almost suicide.

Britain's POV (3rd Person)

  Britain knew something was wrong. 

  He and y/n had been dating for months now and he'd began to notice y/n slipping away from him. He was moodier, more reserved, always in his room, and always had an excuse for never leaving the apartment. 

  He'd notice y/n try to be enthused when ever he was around, but there were times when he could only hear sniffles from behind the door. And that was another thing too, y/n and him had stopped sharing a bed. 

  Britain got home from a long meeting that night, he was tired and frustrated.

He walked over to the hall where there rooms were and stopped when something caught his eye in the window. It was y/n. On the balcony railing. Feet over the edge. 

  Memories and images of all the moments he'd seen of y/n pulling away.

It clicked. 

He pushed the glass doors open and ran to y/n in desperation. 

  "Y/n don't!"
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Y/n's POV (1st Person)

If I got locked away

VTears streamed down my face. I looked at the ground. It was so far down.

  My hands tightened on the balcony railing. Part of me wants to jump. It'd be so easy to jump. Then Britain wouldn't have to deal with me. Britain. What would he say?

And we lost it all today

  I glanced down at the ground again.

  My hands loosened. 

  "Y/n don't!"

  I slipped. 
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  I felt someone's hand grab mine as I dangled in the air. I looked up. 

Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?

  "Don't let go y/n!" Britain said, pulling me up as hard as he could.

  I held on fast. I could hear the desperation in his voice. I didn't want to die. Not anymore.

  He pulled me over the railing and into his arms. 

  "Y/n. What were you thinking…?" He said softly into my h/c hair, and pulling me back to look into my e/c eyes.

  "I-i…" I tried, but the tears came faster and faster. 

If I showed you my flaws

  "Y/n?"

  I just put my face in his chest and sobbed. I couldn't stop, my small body shook in his embrace.

  "Sh…" I heard him speak softly. "You don't have to talk. I'm here…"

If I couldn't be strong

  I stayed there for what seemed like forever. I cried until I just couldn't anymore. 

  "Y/n… why didn't you tell me you were feeling like this…?"

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