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Russia x Reader (Emergency Fic!): Hold You Close

Russia x Reader (Emergency Fic)
Hold You Close 

A/n: Wasn't going to update again for a few days but by best friend Multifandoms27 really needed this. Hope this makes you (and anyone else struggling) feel better!

Trigger warning: self harm, depression, stress, angst, suicidal thoughts. 

Italics- text message

Normal- normal speech

3rd Person POV

  Y/n just wanted out. Out of her home, out of her life. She wanted to shut everyone out and die. She wanted to escape her mom and run away. Far far away.

  She lay there on her bed, frustrated and trying not to cry. She picked up her phone and texted her boyfriend, Russia.

Y/n: Hey Russia, can I come over?

Vodka Lad: Sure. I'll be waiting for you ;)

Y/n: Thanks

  She shoved her phone in her pants pocket and opened her bedroom window, slipping out silently and walking quickly down the sidewalk, luckily Russia only lived a mile away but was still a bit of a walk. 

  Y/n jumped the fence of Russia's backyard and she saw him in the back door. He opened the door and let her in. 

  “Hey y/- oh no. I know that look."

  She wrapped him in a tight hug and she could feel the tears just starting to prick from her eyes.

BRussia lead her over to the couch and sat her down in his lap.

  “What's going on y/n?” He asked softly.

  “I can't live there anymore Russ, I hate it. I can't stand to be there any longer its a nightmare every day I go home. There's yelling and fighting and I'm breaking down and I-I hate it” She said, her voice breaking with emotion and burying her head against his chest. 

  His mouth set into a hard line as he thought your words over.

  "Hey…." He said, holding her close against his large body, almost engulfing you. "I'll help you… it'll be okay. You can live with me if you want. Or we could run away together." 

  She looked up at him in surprise. 

  "You'd really let me stay?" She asked. 

  "Mhm." He nodded, squeezing her shoulder slightly. 

  She let out a small gasp and winced, her eyes grew wide when she realized what she'd done.

  "Y/n what was that?" He asked slowly. 

  "I-its nothing." She replied, shrinking away. 

  "Let me see." He pulled down the collar of her shirt to reveal fresh scabs.

  "Y/n-" 

  "I'm sorry!" She said. 

  "Y/n why?" He asked, coldly. 

  "Because I was hurting!" She yelled, suddenly getting angry. "And because I hate my life and I don't know what to do! I try everything but nothing gets better. I-i wish I were dead." 

  "Y/n… I wish you'd told me all this." 

  "I can handle it." She replied, hot, wet frustrated tears streaming down her face.

  "Yeah but I'm here for you." He said. "And you don't have to do this alone." 

  “It feels like it…” She muttered, wiping the tears from her face.

  “I know.” 

  He held his hand in hers and offered to pull her in closer, to which she obliged.

  “I’ll take care of you y/n.” The large country said, as he wiped the remaining tears from her s/c face.

  “I’ll hold you close.”

A/n: Sorry its kinda short but I hope this makes someone feel a bit better if they’re struggling. Please take care of yourself and PM me if you need someone to talk to!