Worthless...
Stupid...
Ugly...
Usless...
Those words have been said to me more times than I can count. I don't understand what I did to make them hate me so much. I just went to school and came home. If you could even call it home.
It was like hell. No matter where you turn pain and tears were always there. No escape, no way out. Through the 5 years of my painful life I forgot who I was.
I forgot what it was like to have a real smile. I forgot what my laugh sounded like but mostly I forgot myself. So, the day I knew enough was enough I was only left with the one question...
Who am I?
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who am I? (Ziall Horlik) AU
FanfictionZayn Malik is a lost soul. He has been told all his life he is nothing and has forgotten all about happiness. So when he loves a boy that he knows will never return the feelings, he feels more lost. He wants this boy to love him too, but hes only be...
