I waited
I waited for his reply bitting my lips nervously.Beads of sweat start forming on the corner of my temple as I feel my heart racing fast.
Me:
Romeo?
He still didn't reply. I waited for another good 10 secs but my patience burst out.
Me:
I'm sorry
Me:
Please don't leave
me on seen
Me:
I know it's all my fault
Me:
I should have ignore
him
Me:
But I didn't knew when
I fall for him
Me:
love is unexpected
Me:
It just...happen.. Idk
Me:
Romeo...
Me:
Talk to me
My eyes weld up with tears as my finger hesitantly type on the keyboard.
Me:
Please don't be mad
Me:
I reject him
Me:
I made him cry
Me:
If you want I'll
give up on him
Me:
Just don't be mad
Me:
You're very
important to me
Me:
I don't want to loose
Your friendship
Romeo:
Give up on him
Huh?
Me:
Huh?
Romeo:
You're mine Y/n
Romeo:
I want you to give
up on him
Tears start to fall down my cheeks repeatedly and my heart shatter in thousands of pieces.
Im so sorry Taehyung.
Me:
Okay
Me:
It will take time
Me:
But I'll do it
Me:
for you
I throw away the phone harshily and it landed straight on my carpet that's laying arrogantly on floor but right now I don't care a little.
It's like all my energy left had sucked out from my body. I feel numb. The tears are flowing but my facial expression is same.
Poker face
My back meet the soft cover of the bed and I open my arms wide staring at ceiling.
"Why?"
I ask looking deeply at the roof above me as if it knows all the things happened and it's the one to be blamed.
"Why everyone I love end up hurt?"
My eyes start closing on its own capturing me in a dark world.
"It hurts"
"It hurts so Fucking much"
"First My Parents,Daniel and now him"
"I loose everyone"
No answer.Thats right no one have answers to these stupid questions. I deserve it. Its all my fault. It always been. I'm just too selfish to admit them. Only if I had ignore Taehyung things wouldn't get this far. He wouldn't be heartbroken right now.
I'm so selfish.
But now I'll fix this all.
I nod my head and wipe the tears sniffing in air through my nose.
Maybe I should sleep it's late. Tomorrow will be a new start.
New start of my life without him.
I hope I'll be able to ignore my heart and do what I promised Romeo.
Giving up on him
[A/n]
What do you do when you're sad?
YOU ARE READING
Romeo √
Fanfiction__ oυт oғ no wнere ιn тнe мιddle oғ nιgнт raιn ғallιng oυтѕιde ι goт a мeѕsage __ "Are you okay?" Started: 2 July, 2018 Ended: 12 July, 2019 @Fire_Flyyy
