How can I?

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I see you in the hallway.
I see you almost everyday.
I see you smile.
We haven't talked in a while.

Only see you
Because i'm to nervous
And i'm not sure what to do.
Even if i did,what is the purpose?

Different friend groups.
Different heights.
There are different types of soups.
How many days and how many nights...

If I don't try
Will I regret it and cry.
Will you be there?
Will there be a moment we would share?

I try and try to get you out
But in my head,you are in.
You are mostly what i think about.
I like your smile or maybe grin.

I sometimes wonder
What if I did things differently.
I can feel the thunder
Before the rain. It doesn't feel lovely.

Why can't I just forget?
Why can't my mind be set?
When will I be able to?
After,I don't want to feel the need to undo...

Do you feel the same?
Have you ever felt anything?
Will you ever feel something?
Do you think it is lame?

Well,I would never know.
Because I would never tell you.
Nothing is due.
Not yesterday and not now.

But would you want to be aware?
Aware of what i feel?
Would you like to know what's fake and what's real?
You can't trust me though. I swear.

But how can I let it slip?
The memory I twisted?
Would you rather we create a friendship?
You are like a bandage I need to rip.

Want to do it slowly but painful
Or quick,less painful but still feel the hurt.
You were so playful.
What I feel,I cannot just blurt.

Can you talk
To me about your thoughts?
Please do not walk
Away and leave the knots.

The knots of minunderstood
Actions and words.
My own actions you might overlook
As I am nothing to walk towards.

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