Was my love not good enough

chapter22

Has he tried contacting you again,said honesty.

Yeah he message me from tyson
that read this,
Carmela this is carlos,I don't wanna argue or anything but not even to bug you but why can't you respond to any of my messages, at the end of the day I love you and I know you love me to I'll give you your space but are we still together or what because I'll never leave you or stop loving yu cause your the love of my life the best thing and the most beautifulest woman I've ever could want I know we bump heads but we get over it and work things out like we always do. We take care of each other at the end of the day. And out home. But not that I'm asking for anything but you left me on stuck, stuck yes the only bills I paid were all of our usual ones that's it and I got you the apology gift. But I didn't take any of your money baby. But we didn't put any food in the house with the food stamps I help you get,they told you to cancel your card and order a new one why though when you have the card..?? There is a snow storm coming 5 to 10 inches and you knew we needed a little gas. I'm here by myself you just left me with nothing. I just hope and pray that you do eventually come back home. You said I was your family and I was all you had and I'd never leave or Forget about your husband your my rock my world Bae. Please don't let people make you doe like this cause it hurts bad as hell. What clothes do you need so I can pack em.? If I'm not your husband or family and you don't love me anymore then why run to my suppose to be family and get them to help you do me like this.Please just text me back please.
at the end of the day I swear on Jesus I will never accuse or say anything negative to you again we do it to each other but I'm gonna stop it's not right and disrespectful your right I'm gonna change to fight for my relationship I have to because I need you in my life that bad. I hope you still love me so I'll just give you the freedom and space you deserve to get strait. Just think about things baby and don't just do what somebody else puts in your head be smart and don't just go showing this to my aunt a cousin Bae. 7 years is to much to just give up on and throw away fight for it with me cause I sure as hell am for our relationship.. I love you

Baby I didn't know that I was only caring about myself and that I was only thinking about me I was thinking about you I swear I didn't mean any of this I was just told I was going on a date with you and when we got to Lil a's everybody talked shit to me but I didn't know we were using a sex app on the phone and I didn't know we can make money off of it I won't  intentually trying to embarrass you I almost died but I didn't know it was a app and I put my whole self out there to the world.. I should feel how you feel they didn't tell me how it worked or to use it that's why I had to get you to help me get out it thanks for helping me Bae.but I can let you make that bread tho please forgive me just don't say you not coming home I'll let yu do it here. I'm so sorry I just wanna be a good husband to you from now on I've been getting clowned all day please understand I didn't know what it was thought

I was gonna actually see you.

Maybe he puts himself before you.maybe you love him more than he loves you.maybe he self conflicting and there's nothing he's not telling you,said honesty.

but am I wrong or is it asking to much of a person who claims to love me to be number 1 in his life isn't it supposed to be automatic or am I tripping,said Carmela.

do you think talking to him will do any good said honesty.

You know that's not an option in my book so that's a hell to the no said,Carmela.