Was my love not good enough

Chapter14

So that night while I was lying in bed I just thought to myself like why me. Why is it everytime I turn around carlos is still talk to this bitch Nicole like what is it with this bitch that makes you keep talking to her. Why do I have the be the one to suffer. I didn't want the open relationship anymore and I didn't want my husband to be messing with other females. but I felt like weather or not I was ok with it or not he was still gone do whatever he felt like doing and there was no changing that period point blank.

as I'm laying crying my self to sleep Carlos phone goes off ding, ding, ding,
And its nothing but messages coming through. As i reach for the carlos phone to see who was hitting him up.  It was nobody but maria and nicole and i notice they must have been having a conversation cause i notice some messages had been deleted.so a course i opened it and read the messages and i started reading maria messages first cause i needed to know what the hell was going on and what was going down. 

So as i begin to read the messages from maria and carlos

Message read

Maria-what do you want for christmas

Carlos- you babe

Maria-awww i wish we could be together i want you to

Carlos- you do babe

Maria-yes cause i miss you like crazy

Carlos- awwww babe i Miss you too

Maria-awww i need a good man in my life like you

Carlos- i can be that man for you babe

Maria-awwww i no bae you are making me smile

Carlos- im glade i can make you smile i wanna make you happy too

Maria-awww i want to make you happy to

Carlos- you should come see me babe i wanna see you though babe

Maria- if i had a way i would cause i miss the cuddling we had together

Carlos- me too babe

Maria-its like i been so stressed out i need to get alway

Carlos- awwww why you so stressed bae Whats wrong

Maria- its just i been having a lot on my mind

Carlos- What on your mind bae you can talk to me

Maria- its a lot i miss my sister and uncle and family. Its hard for me they just been on my mind

Carlos- awwww im sorry babe. They in a better place now she your guarding angel though babe

Maria- you so i been staying in the house chilling

Carlos- ain't nothing wrong with it babe. Im here for though babe if you need me

Maria - i no i miss her cause she lived up here to an when i look up the street she not here

Carlos- awwww its gone be ok she always in your heart though

Maria- no then i got her baby girl that make my day

Carlos- see you'll always have apart of her

Maria-yep an think you bae

Carlos- you welcome babe, i wish i could take alway the pain and hold you and watch you fall asleep

Maria-but anyways i do Miss you too

Carlos- i miss you more

Maria- awwww i no i want to be in your arms an have you holding me

Carlos- do you remember when i asked you would you move in What if i asked you again.