poems from a lonely girl

Stuff...

Stuff i wrote....deep stuff...isnt tru....

I still miss you. I try not to be sad....but...it still hurts....Mum says that you're in a better place now, and you wouldn't want to see us crying for you. It's been ten years since you left and I still sleep in the exact same spot that you did. I still crawl into one of your sweaters and imagine I was with you again. I swear I can still faintly smell your scent when I wear your oversized tshirts. Whenever I do my homework, I used that same brand of pen you used to love writing with. I still sit in your favourite armchair,rest my head behind my arms, cross my right leg over in the way that you used to. I hope you can see us attempting at another life without you always by our sides. It's been almost 12 years....and I'm going to get married. I try my best to be happy...but it still hurts...and it's that sort of pain that won't ever go away....