poems from a lonely girl

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I wanted to scream
To shout so loudly
To yell in the pouring rain
To tell the world

I wanted everyone, and especially yourself
To know that you weren't a loser or a coward

You weren't horrible
You weren't worthless
You weren't useless

You're not ugly, you're beautiful
Your hazel eyes...your dimples

You're not a mess at all
You're perfect the way you are

No one can compare with you
I love you so so much and so did many people

I just wish you could've seen that
Why couldn't you see that we all cared?

When I saw your cuts, I wanted to reach out and engulf you in a giant bear hug

I wanted to hold your body close and never let go

I wanted to intertwine your ice cold fingers with mine

I wanted to admit that I had feelings for you...but it's way too late now.