i'm slipping down, a deep dark endless piti've lost myself, try to numb myself from it
in my desperation, i use whatever i can find
use exercise to leave the scary thoughts behind
starving until I feel the world spin when I stand
my tired body no longer does what I command
stuffing myself until my emotions explode from my mouth
in a colourful pungent mixture of junk food and bile
19 hours of screen time I don't know what I'm after
drowning myself in blurry pixels and artificial laughter
doom scrolling, they call it
doomed is indeed how i feelno way to stop and no way up, no hope that I can heal
how do I get out of this vicious cycle?
i can't remember when it started
the one way that this will end
will leave me broken hearted
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poems from a lonely girl
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