That next day I woke up , did my hygiene and I took a look in the morning and saw a different type of glow it was actually a good glow but I still felt sadness .
Last night was cool, last night was great it was tremendous sex. It's just... it should've never happened at all red. Red has a whole girlfriend he should've never came to my balcony at all . Me and red is still best friends is just I wanted to be more than that and he always came up with some lame ass excuse saying "I can't I'm too dangerous for you I'll bring trouble ".
"Hmm " I said to myself doing my hair I think I want to spoil myself and go shopping and get my nails done. I wish I still had kehlani for type of stuff like this or my mom . When I was younger we a always go have a girl day . I miss her so much loosing a parent will literally tear you to pieces!
My birthday is tomorrow I usually don't do nothing for it. But red was suppose to take me to get professional pictures taken and other things he didn't mention.
As the day went by so quick my birthday approach faster then ever .
Next morning (Germany's birthday)
*BOOM *bust into Germany's room.
"CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA CHA ! " He kept repeating while multitasking and doing the dance !
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESSS " I laugh historically because my dad hasn't done this since my mom died and it reminds me of the good times.
"Dad your so silly I laughed saying thank you daddy" "Are you doing anything today " he said smiling sitting on the edge of my bed "
"My Bestfriend red is taking me out to eat and taking me to take pictures daddy " "that's nice princess well love you have a good day i gotta surprise for you later tonight " "okay daddy" .
As my father walked out the room he hit my shelf making all my books scatter !"sorry princess " "you're fine dad I gotta organize my books anyway ". I did to him with a slight attitude because who wanna clean all this shit up on they birthday .
As I was cleaning I saw a book that kehlani made for me on my birthday 2 years ago and I can't lie . I miss our bond so much she was my ride or die, everything had my back through everything ,we went way back man fell out over a no good ass nigga.
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