5 Seconds of Summer Smut

I hate you part 3 // c.h.

A.N.: Okay so it took me, what? 3 years to finally update? Ups. Don't be mad please. I guess I'm starting to update more stories again. So I if you have a request for a smut or an imagine please let me know.

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Four month have gone by since Calum stormed out of my bathroom after admitting that he liked me. After I turned him down.
Back then I wasn't ready for a serious relationship. I wasn't ready to like him. Someone I couldn't stand since the day I met him.
Don't get me wrong. I always thought he was really good looking but he was arrogant and a real asshole. We always had arguments. Bad ones and I couldn't believe that he, out of all people, became my friend with benefits.
He enchanted me and took me under his spell quicker than I want to admit it.

Once he left that one day after he told me how he felt about me I felt terrible. Terrible for letting him down. For not returning his feelings. For not being able to give him what he needed.

I repeated his words in my head over and over again during these month.

'I like you.  I really like you. Probably more than I should.'

The more I thought about his words the more I missed him. But I didn't call or text him. I was too ashamed. Especially because I was still unsure of how to act around him or what exactly I felt for him.

It was a usual Friday evening. After work I decided to go to 'Mattie's'. One of my favorite Cafés in town.

I ordered my usual Vanilla Latte and a Cream Cheese Bagel and sat down in the corner of the cafe. I got my headphones out of my bag and put them in my ears, listening to a new band I just discovered.

Mindlessly I sipped on my coffee when I spotted a familiar face at the counter.
A tingly feeling washed over me. Almost overwhelmed me. I put my headphones away, grabbed my bag and phone and all of the sudden I stood up, my feet carrying me to the familiar figure.

For a second I just stood there, staring at him.

"Calum." I breathed out, almost inaudible.

He turned around, locking his dark brown eyes with mine. His face expression dropped. I could feel the awkwardness wich was building up immediately.

"(Y/N), what...I...I honestly don't know what to say." He muttered, looking down to his feet.

"I missed you." I blurted out. "I - I mean I thought about what happened a lot of times and I really miss you. I miss us."

The short pause before Calum answered felt like forever. I was scared of his response. With good reason.

"There was no us (Y/N). You made that perfectly clear." He said, took his coffee and left me standing.

Ouch that hurt.

Nevertheless I ran after him.
"Calum wait. I need to talk to you. Please." I begged as I tried to keep up with his pace.
"I don't want to talk to you. Leave me alone okay." He said. "And besides, if you missed me so much, then why didn't you call? Why didn't you text after you dumped me?"

"I don't know. I guess I was confused. Remember, we used to hate each other and all of a sudden you tell me you like me. That was weird." I explained.
Calum stopped all of a sudden, turning around, looking at me.
"Yes. I used to dislike you. A lot. But after we started this 'friends with benefits' thing I started liking you. I mean, how couldn't I? You're amazing! And I mean not only in bed but in general. And you're so damn beautiful. Everyday I thought about you and your beautiful eyes and your god damn smile and I hated it but I accepted it. It took everything I had to tell you how I felt about you and all you did was turn me down when I thought you liked me back. But obviously you didn't. I accept that as well but I'm still hurt and I don't want to talk about this any longer." When Calum finished his speech he looked so sad and angry and I couldn't help but feel the same way.

"I'm sorry okay? I told you that I wasn't interested in something more serious. You knew this!" I called out. "But I regretted what I said right after you left. I felt guilty and ashamed and confused. That's why I didn't call you! I'm sorry!" I tried to reason.

Calum closed his eyes and rubbed over his forehead. "God you make me crazy (Y/N)." He said through gritted teeth.
"I tell you what. My apartment is just around the corner. Let's go there and talk."
I nodded and followed him without hesitation.

Calum closed the front door behind him, letting his bag drop to the floor.
"So, how have you been?" I asked him, unsure of how to act and what to say now.
Calum raised his brows. "Seriously? That's what you want to talk about. How I've been?"

"No. But I don't know what to say. I told you I'm sorry for what I said and how I treated you." I said, looking apologetically at the dark haired man. He sighed, running his hand through his tousled hair.

Damn. He looks so good when he's doing that.

"Well what do you expect me to say (Y/N)? That I still feel the same about you? That I still like you? Still want you?" He asked and stepped closer to me.

My jaw dropped and I nodded slowly. "Something like that." I breathed out. "God I hate you!" He murmured right before he pressed his lips onto mine, pressing me against the wall. I was shocked and surprised at the same time. I gave in to the kiss almost immediately. It felt so good to have him near me again. To feel his lips on mine and his hands on my waist.

The kiss got more and more heated. I ran my hands through his hair and pulled it a little. "God I loved it when you did that." He breathed and broke the kiss, pushing me to the direction of his bedroom.
"Don't think I'm not mad at you anymore." Calum said while shoving me on the bed, hovering over me.
"Let me make it up to you then." I smirked and changed positions so I would be on top.

I pecked Calum's lips before I started kissing along his jaw and his neck. That always used to drive him crazy. While teasing him I started rocking my hips back and forth, feeling him harden underneath me.
"I'm honestly not in the mood for teasing today." Calum groaned and pushed me off of him. He got on top again, starting to pull down my skirt and panties. "Someone's in a hurry." I grinned and sat up, taking my shirt off.
"Well I haven't had the chance to fuck you in a while and that's what I want to do. Not playing around." He shrugged and took off his shirt as well.
"Touché." I smirked. "Show me what you got." I told him in a challenging voice.

A smug grin appeared on Calum's face before he got rid of the rest of his clothes. I opened my bra and threw it aside. „Perfect view." He mumbled before hovering over me.
"Less talking. More fucking." I winked and slung my legs around Calum's torso.
I didn't take long until he pushed himself inside me, making us both moan.
"God I missed you." He breathed against my neck.

He waited for me to adjust to his size before he started thrusting into me, quickly finding a steady pace. I ran my hands through his hair, driving him even more crazy.
"Fuck babe! Right there." I moaned as his thrusts got harder. My mouth formed an 'o' and I rolled my eyes back in pleasure.
The room was filled with moans and skin slapping against skin.
Having Calum so close to me again was feeling incredibly good. I realized how much I missed his touch. His skin on mine. His eyes locking with mine. His voice. His smell. I realized how much I missed him.

Calum's breath got more shallow. I knew he was close. And so was I. I felt my stomach tighten and my legs getting shakier.
"Fuck I'm c-close." I breathed and clenched my walls around him.
"Fuck baby, do that again." Calum moaned. I obeyed almost immediately, bringing us both over the edge. 
With sloppy thrusts Calum rode out both our orgasms before collapsing next to me.

"That was amazing." He breathed out. "Just like all the times before."
I got up and cleaned myself. "Agreed." I smiled and let myself fall down next to him. "So, what now?" He asked with furrowed eyebrows.
"How about we start things over? You know, get to know each other better. Go on a date or two and see how it goes."

"See how it goes." Calum repeated and smiled. "I think I like that."

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