Dear Ryan ➳ Randy [✓]

2.4

12/01/18

Dear, Ryan.

I've given up hope that I will ever feel better. I've been trying so hard to stay positive. I've been trying so hard to convince myself I will get better.

But I can't.

And I won't

I heard Mikey and Brook talking about me. They know I'm hiding something. I panicked and I left the house.

I'm outside now, sitting at the tree. At our tree. You know, the one by the lake that Brook fell into? I would give anything to go back to those days.

It just seems that every step I take forward, some unknown force is dragging me back. Making me hate myself even more than I do.

My phone keeps buzzing. It's mostly you. You want me to come home. But I don't have the energy to do anything anymore Ryan.

I wish I could die...

Love,
Andy

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-Lauren