Dear Ryan ➳ Randy [✓]

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02/12/17

Dear Ryan.

Maisie came over today. She didn't seem right. Obviously you didn't notice. You were too busy editing to notice.

I've realised I pick up on things. Things that normal people probably wouldnt. I know all of the boys little habits, but I'm not sure if thats just because I've lived with you for too long, or I'm really observant.

I notice things. Such as how Brook taps the beat to 'don't hurt yourself' on the top of his thigh when he's anxious or scared. I've noticed how Jack is a lot shyer and more awkward when he's not with Brook or Mikey. I've noticed how Mikey only uses one specific cup for drinking tea and he goes out of his way to make sure he can use that mug.

You've always been harder to read. But I've still noticed a lot of things. Like how your bottom lip sticks out slightly when you're thinking about something. How you clench your jaw when you want to start crying, but you don't cry infront of the others. You go on walks when you're angry, because you hate blowing up at the boys.

They're small things. But they make me smile.

Love
Andy

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I'm really not happy with this its so trash i just-ugh
-Leo