Dear Ryan
You mess with my mind. You play with my feelings.
You're breaking me as much as you're holding me together
Highest Ranking: #9 in roadtrip
#9 in roadtriptv
Started: 17th May 2018
Finished: 30th August...
There's so much tension in the house now. Jack won't look at me. Brooklyn is siding with Jack. Mikey isn't taking sides, but he's refusing to talk to me or Jack.
You're the only one who'll talk to me. I'm not sure why you still like me. I'm an asshole.
I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I didn't see the point. You managed to convince me, somehow. Why do I listen to you?
I don't see the point anymore Rye. I really don't. Its obvious that the boys dont care. The fans don't care. My family are ashamed of me. Even you don't care. You just feel sorry for me.
My fight with Brook and Jack has made my depression and anxiety worse. I can't look anyone in the eye with feeling sick. I even get shakey just texting people.
Honestly. I don't know how much more I can take. You're the only reason I'm still here
Love Andy
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hecK This is bad. I'm very sick atm so sorry Also can you guys help me out and spread this message.
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It's from my Instagram and i just felt like it had to be said. Thanks Bye -Lauren
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