Dear Ryan ➳ Randy [✓]

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15/12/17

Dear Ryan.

Another day. Another day closer to Christmas. Another day of Vlogmas done. Another day of loving you.

Do I even mean anything to you, Ryan. Because sometimes it feels like I don't.

Of course, I love you. Both in a friend and romantic way. And yes, we kiss a lot on stage and in vlogs (even tho Maisie has told you how much she hates it)

But does it mean anything to you, like it does to me? Because everytime you kiss me, everytime you hug me. Everytime you say you love me, even for the camera's sake, it bring my hopes up a little bit. Then, I see you with her. And that hope is shattered.

It's a vicious cycle and I can't escape it.

Love
Andy.

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Ew this is short and bad im sorry. Next part is a longer part so ye

What's your favourite ship in the band (other than Randy)

I think mine is definitely Jacklyn or Mack.

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-Leo♡