Dear Ryan ➳ Randy [✓]

2.2

10/01/18

Dear Ryan

Why won't you leave me alone.

Everywhere I look, everything I do. Something is there reminding me of you.

I hate it. I hate that you've made me this way. I hate that you have such an effect on me. I hate that deep down, I know I love it.

That kiss. I can't stop thinking about that kiss. I know I liked it. But I liked it more than I should've.

I can't be with you Ryan. You've only recently split up with Maisie. Your girlfriend. I don't want to be your rebound. I don't want to be hurt anymore.

You're not helping. You're being so fucking nice to me and I'm being an asshole in return. Why are you still trying. Do I need to make it clearer?

I fucking hate you, Ryan Beaumont. I fucking hate that I love you

Love,
Andy

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noot noot

she's back at it with another chapterrrrr. Even tho it's really short and bad (like me hAh)

Tysm for 9k on here. like wtf why are you still here.

And thank you to my good ol pal Maibaemusic04 (I hope I have the right proFile) for being an amazing friend to me the past few days. Love yaaa!!

lel peace out 💘
-Lauren