"Why are you so kind to me? Don't you see that I can't be fixed, that I can hurt you? I want you near but I prefer it if you stay happy without me."
She just wants to love him, let him know that he's not alone, and make him see that he's more than e...
You are with Jun inside a room backstage, it was almost time for him to perform with the rest of his group but he was feeling nervous than usual, and since you know him pretty well you know that something is bothering him.
-What's wrong? – You asked him while he was walking in circles.
-I don't feel prepared, I'm kind of nervous – Jun said concerned.
-Hey, don't feel like that I'm sure you'll do great – You said while looking at Jun with a smile.
-Do you really think so? – Jun asked as he looked at you.
-Yes, now go and rock their world – You said before you hugged him.
-I'll try my best! – Jun said a bit more relaxed before going out of the room.
Right after him, you went out as well and walked towards where the staff of their company was, then you saw how everyone was ready to perform and right before going to stage everyone cheered up, and of course, they were really happy you were there.
As soon as the music started to play everyone was already in their places ready to go, they started to dance and you could see that Jun gained a little bit of more confidence while the dance kept on going. While watching them dance you were so proud and happy to see everyone back on stage again, they really are amazing and Carats were missing them as well so it was the perfect time for them to do a comeback.
You can say that you know everyone pretty well since your brother is in the group, Mingyu. He's the older one so of course, he takes care of you a lot and he actually is pretty jealous with everyone but more with Jun. He doesn't know how you feel about him and the true affection you want to give him, but since you know that he's a bit shy with that type of things you try not to do anything that could uncover your true feelings. It's really hard to keep up with him since he's always doing something new, however, Minghao and you are the only ones that know his true insecurities about himself.
He's amazing and a truly gifted individual but sometimes he lacks confidence in him, sometimes he wants to hide and never be found, and other times he just wants to disappear the negativity by changing something about himself. It's painful to see him struggle when nobody knows, and it feels like hell to know that he is the one you love the most but you can't protect him as you want to.
*TIME LATER*
The presentation was a total success and everyone was happily enjoying the break time they have to recover up their energy, everyone is at the company just gathering in a practice room while everyone is eating, talking and goofing around.
-Did you enjoy the performance, Zhenya? – DK asked while smiling.
-Of course I did! By the way, today's cutest member was Woozi – You said before you chuckled which made everyone complain and of course, it made Woozi embarrassed.
-Are you sure about that? – Joshua asked while laying down on Jeonghan's lap.
-Yeah, are you sure? – Jeonghan added confused.
-Yes, pretty sure – You said while giggling.
-What about me? – Seungkwan asked.
-And me? I'm your brother – Mingyu complained.
-Aigoo~ that's what I saw, but everyone danced pretty well – You said while clapping at them, then Minghao joined the claps making everyone clap happily.
-Everyone did well today! Thank you! – Seungcheol said while smiling at everyone happily.
-Hey, Zhenya! Should I dye my hair again? Should I return to my old styles? – Jun said as he showed you his pics on his phone.
-Waa! You are flirting again with my baby sister? – Mingyu complained before Wonwoo slapped his head.
-Stop with the jealousy, is uncomfortable – Wonwoo said as he looked at him.
-I was just asking – Mingyu said as he caressed where Wonwoo slapped him which made Dino and Hoshi laugh.
-You look pretty good with the hair you have now Jun, why do you want to change it? – You asked while looking at him.
-Yeah hyung, you shouldn't change your colour – Minghao said as he patted his back.
-I was just wondering. Since Dino changed his hair I wanted to see if I needed to – Jun said as he put his phone away, then he stood up. –I'll take some air – He said with a smile before leaving. Right after that, you looked at Minghao and he just nodded at you with a settle smile.
-Go, you two should talk – Minghao said kindly. You just nodded as a response but before you could go you felt a grip on your hand stopping you.
-Where are you going? – Mingyu asked as he looked at you.
-I'll go with Jun, do you have a problem? – You asked him.
-Of course, I have a problem, why? He doesn't need you – Mingyu said a bit mad.
-Let her go Mingyu, she just wants to talk with him – Minghao said while smiling at him, right after that he let you go but he left a really bad taste after the attitude he took with you.
Once you were out of the room you saw Jun that was sitting on the couch of the meeting area. He was listening to music when suddenly you got inside the room.
-So... this is your way of taking air? – You asked with a smile as you sat beside him.
-To be honest, I was waiting for you to go out, you took longer than I expected – Jun said as he removed his earphones.
-That was Mingyu's fault – You said annoyed.
-What happened? – Jun asked.
-Nothing... he was jealous, as always – You said before you sighed. –Never mind, if I'm here is because I want us to run away – You said with a smile.
-You are kidding, right? – Jun said while chuckling.
-No, so get up – You said with a smile.
-Where do you want to take me? – Jun asked as he got up, then you took his hand and started to lead him towards the exit.
-I just want to chill out and talk with you, can't we? – You said while looking at him.
-Okay – Jun said as soon as you two went out of the company, then you got inside his car. –To your house, then?
-Yes – You said happily.
*AT YOUR HOUSE*
Once you arrived at your house Jun parked the car in front of it and then you two got inside, you started to make some treats for both of you since you agreed on watching movies together. Everything was ready and Jun already picked the movie so you two just laid down on your bed while watching the movie on the TV and eating some popcorn. You were sitting right next to Jun while the movie was playing and there's when you remembered what Minghao told you; "You two need to talk".
-Hey, Jun? – You said while looking at him.
-Yes, Zhenya? – Jun said as he kept on watching the movie.
-Are you alright? – You asked.
-What do you mean, Zhenya? – Jun asked confused.
-Don't hide it with me Jun, did something happen? – You asked while taking his hand to capture his attention.
-You know me too well – Jun said with a settle smile. –Alright, I'll tell you. I had a little argument with your brother.
