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Beaten up, ranted to, then thrown away like yesterday's trash,

I'm sinking deeper into the pit of forgotten memories-

No longer able to be retrieved and found again

They used to think of me as something else

Even back then I wasn't like everyone was

But I used to be accepted

I was happy the way that arrangement went

They respected me and I respected them-what else could be better?

But then they got more and more curious

Prying into all my memories and the secrets I had

I tried to fight, tried to run away,

But I was already too far in to hide myself

And they wouldn't give in to me either

They told me it wasn't a choice

And that if I ran, they'd track me down

And tell lies about who I am

I didn't know what to do

After all, who would care?

So I gave in and told them all I knew

That night, the storm went grey

Sparking as bright as day

I sat alone, tears running down my face,

Why was life this way?

Promises, the adults said, would never break

But they broke mine, shattering my will with it

Exposing my secrets to the cyberworld

It's a nightmare come true

The next day was worse than I'd ever imagined

Taunts, sneers, and red markings on scrap paper,

I was bullied mercilessly-more than ever before

I used to be an outcast, but not anymore

I wandered down the corridors, eyes kept down,

Tears burning in my once cold eyes

My life was over, and I knew that bitter truth

But what was there to do?

Life is such a cruel joke

You know it's true

So don't you dare argue

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It is official that I cannot paint/draw XD I tried but my white and blue ran out??? So it's a literal mess because there's so much red it looks like I'm painting blood:( Also I accidentally outlined stuff ahhhh I think I might redo it tmr :(( Sorry for the mess and thanks to whoever voted, I'm tired and I want to sleep goodbye :)