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Why does everyone laugh at me?

Make fun of me even when I'm there?

I hide the emotions if I can

But it's hard to stay indifferent

What did I do to deserve this?

Am I really the villain in the books?

It's hard not to be hurt or offended

But I'm trying

I can hear their laughter behind my back

My throat is dry, I can't speak back,

Just watch them taunt me

Thinking I'm not there

Am I really a mess?

Are my friends lying to me

By telling me that I'm not?

Who am I in this world of cruelty?

With so many people out there,

I'm no one at all

And it hurts to know that

But it's the truth

Does God really exist?

If he does, why am I here?

I don't have talents,

I'm not good at sports or school,

What is my purpose in life?

Can someone drown the noise out?

Maybe I won't be able to hear laughter,

The first bird of spring,

But at least I won't suffer anymore

And finally be at peace with the outside world

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I was going to save this for tomorrow, before I realized I didn't have any pre-planned poems before this one, so I hope you liked it! Thanks potterheadivergent and Giselle_PHANDOM for voting and commenting:) Also this is #538 in poetry (I think) rn how it climbed up so quickly last night I have no idea but thanks:D