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Okay so I felt bad for letting you read the last sort of chapter (but I warned you okay don't blame me-okay whatever it was my fault I apologize) so I decided, why not do another one? (I mean seriously, you can't blame me okay I lost half my worksheets so I can't do filing) So I hope you like it. Thanks!:)

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To be honest,

Sometimes, I just feel sad

To be honest,

Sometimes, I don't think I'm good enough

I mean, look at everyone else

They're all so perfect, so demure,

And there's just me

A mere dull dark spot

Among beautiful, bright flowers

To be honest,

Sometimes, I'm not good enough

As a daughter, a friend,

Or just someone out there

I'm not

I mean,

Look at my failing grades

The way I irritate everyone

The way I don't help anyone at all

To others,

Maybe all they see is just a small girl

Lonely, shy, no-one out there,

Thinking she's more perfect 

Then she actually is

But that isn't me

Not at all

I may look weak,

But I am strong

Who am I kidding?

I'm lying to myself

Maybe I'm just what they all think

A mere failure,

Nothing out there,

In the field of flowers,

I'm just a small patch of grass

Dull and ugly

That's just who I am

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I DON'T WANT TO STUDYYYY

Okay, I should stop whining. Sorry for how depressing this was and I promise I'll write a cheerful version of this soon explaining how we're all amazing. In the meantime, however, I need to file stuff so here's a quote:

''The world is ugly, but you're beautiful to me.''

Okay, bye, I need to stop procrastinating. Hope you liked it!:)