over these four years, a lot went on for me. i began to smoke a lot more than i usually did, simply because there was no one to stop me.
i had lost contact with a world at one point until jin found me one day at the store, he said, "what the fuck yoongi? you smell like cigarettes."
i realised that i really was going downhill without out those idiots.
so, i got back on my feet and i actually went to therapy not only for my smoking habits but also for the depression that i didn't notice i was going into.
that was the first two years.
the next two years, i actually took time to spend with my family. i became closer to my parents and my brother who i hadn't talked to in a while.
i later figured out that my family was friends with the jung family.
that's when i met hoseok again, his beauty always thrilled me and when i saw him again he seemed twice as beautiful as before. his whole family was beautiful.
suddenly i got an urge to see namjoon, he was my best friend after all. i had lost contact with him, i missed him.
