Dork Diaries: Telling The World (5)

RENÉE'S FOURTH PERFORMANCE?

Renée's P.O.V:

*Crying*

My hair... It's only half the length it used to be... I only managed to even it out.

What are they going to say about me?!

I'm going to become a laughing stock. And now even Dani is gone... And it's all my fault for being so weak.

Mary Rose betrayed me and now Megan is going to win the contest. Because only I am capable of stopping her and my career is over the second I stand on that stage.

My naturally long hair has been cut short!!! And I look so... Different.

What will my mom say if I give up?
What will my dad say if I don't follow my dreams?

I'm already a major disappointment to them. They haven't said it to me but I know that I am.

There is no way that I can win this.

Ow... What was that feeling I just felt? Like a... Major disturbance has happened. Like something drastic just... Happened.

I should probably just ignore it and I guess that I should give up.

NO! That is not what anyone would want me to do!

I must try to win!

I must not care about what people think of my new appearance...

I MUST TAKE DOWN MEGAN CLARKE!

Not for me... But for Dani!!!

Or else I will regret it for the rest of my life!!!

I am not a stranger to the dark
Hide away, they say
'Cause we don't want your broken parts
I've learned to be ashamed of all my scars
Run away, they say
No one'll love you as you are

But I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious

When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

Another round of bullets hits my skin
Well, fire away 'cause today, I won't let the shame sink in
We are bursting through the barricades and
Reaching for the sun (we are warriors)
Yeah, that's what we've become (yeah, that's what we've become)

I won't let them break me down to dust
I know that there's a place for us
For we are glorious

When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I am brave, I am bruised
I am who I'm meant to be, this is me
Look out 'cause here I come
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh
This is me

and I know that I deserve your love
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'cause there's nothing I'm not worthy of
(Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh, oh)
When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
This is brave, this is proof
This is who I'm meant to be, this is me

Look out 'cause here I come (look out 'cause here I come)
And I'm marching on to the beat I drum (marching on, marching, marching on)
I'm not scared to be seen
I make no apologies, this is me

When the sharpest words wanna cut me down
I'm gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out
I'm gonna send a flood
Gonna drown them out
Oh
This is me