Parinayanantaram

Why this hate?

She closed her eyes and tears rolled onto my palms, which were cupping her cheeks. She slowly whispered. “I hate you.”

{That is it! Over. I am not going to take it anymore.}

I got up to go.

I was at the door, when I heard a barely audible whisper.

“I hate you for being so nice to me.”

I turned around to find her stood behind me. She looked like she was tired. She swayed slightly and I knew what was going to happen. I caught her before she landed on the floor; and made her gently sit on the bed. I gave her a glass of water, which she accepted with a shivering hand and gulped it down.

“I hate you for affecting me so much.
I hate you for taking such good care of me.
I hate you for never giving up, no matter how much I irritated you.
I hate you for penetrating me with those eyes of yours.
I hate you for having that smile, which makes my heart flutter.
I hate your touch, for making me feel like I had been hit by a lightning.
I hate you for having the voice that makes me melt.
I hate you for having the heart that warms up everything and everyone.
You just don’t know how much torture you are giving me.

Do you know why I don’t stare into your eyes?
It is because I will drown in them. And believe me, I don’t know how to swim.
I don’t stay close to you, because I get crazy thoughts which I had never experienced before.
I am scared if I am going insane because of you.
I avoid listening to you, because seriously, then I will only end up thinking about your words for the rest of the day.
I hate everything about you, because it only makes me fall more and more for you.”

{Hurray!!
Why are you rejoicing? She just told me that she hates me.
Idiot! She is confessing her love to you.
But she only kept using the word hate! Where is love in that?
All those that she mentioned now, are the symptoms of love.
And how do you know?
Because I am in love with her.
Oye! Back off! she is my girl. Whether she loves me or hates me. She is my property. Hands off her. She is mine forever. Don’t you ever dare look at her again. I will scoop out your eyeballs.
Dude! That means scooping out your own eyes, because I am a part of you … idiot!
Whatever! She is mine.
Yeah! Of course. But first; you need to thank me. If it was not for my idea, she would not have confessed now.
Get lost.
This is not fair. You can’t throw me away like a tissue.
I never asked your advice in the first place.
I helped you because you were an idiot who did not know how to deal with his wife.
You make it sound like it is the toughest job ever.
It is. So just let me stay with you, for your own good.
Hmm … Ok … but hands off her.
Ha ha! You still have your hands on her waist.
I can and I will.
Then she is mine too. Because I can feel through your hands.
Just leave us alone.
Ok dude! Enjoy!}

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"Finally! We understand why she hates him."

Well not exactly. We understand why she loves him. But ....

She is scared to be in love with him.

WHY!!!???

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