Every Reason I loved her

Dear...

Dear Lana,

I don't know how to live without you because I simply can't live without you but here's the thing. I will keep living for you and that's really all I can promise you because when someone like you walks into a person's life and you teach them how to breathe and love and live, you can't expect them to live on their own anymore. It's like asking someone to live without a newly installed pace maker. You're my pace maker and then you just left so of course I can't keep my heart beating.

Anyway, I'm gonna do it for you, Lana. I'm gonna live for you, because you asked me to, because you can't anymore and I believe that one day we're gonna meet again because it doesn't make sense to me that life would give me you and then take you away forever. So, I'm going to do what you did and I'm going to watch everything and I'm going to take pictures and when we meet up again I'm going to show you all of it.

Theo,

P.s. I'll be counting the minutes.