Today was our family gathering at the club since we do that on every occasion and today is actually Easter Day.
I danced for 45 minutes in the morning , showered , and shaved since I haven't in a really long time.
We played with our cousins mostly and ate ALOT! Because we were eating "Ringa" which is some weird fish pickles , that is grilled after and served with fresh tomatoes , cucumber , and tahini.
I think.
Today I felt really good , but I think throughout the day I felt more drained with every passing second.
I was not ready for any social interaction really, and I definitely was not ready for a more fake one that requires me to put on a smile and throw compliments every minute.
Even yesterday I was really anxious about all of this.
But I did pray and read Quran.
I also wrote some parts in the sew chapter, and I wrote a poem out of frustration but I'm glad I did because it made me feel better.
Final Update , I finished my part of the research paper.
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My Journal
RandomThis is my diary. I write here because I can't bring myself to make a physical journal , so if you wish to read it then read it. I'm going to track all of my goals and mental state in this just to achieve my goal of being more aware of my self and t...
