my family

fithteen

Daniel Pov
It's been a hole week since full moon.
A hole week since I've spoken to my angel.
A hole week since I've touched his soft skin.
I hate myself for doing what I did.
It claws in my mind and chest.
I feel like shit.
Dad and papa left this morning for their weekend break, growing up they have never been out on a break.
I make my way upstairs needing the bathroom.
The doors locked, faint sobbing can be herd from inside.
Ninas out with her friend, millys out shopping, granma is downstairs.
Angels crying.
My angels crying.
I can hear him sobbing his hart out the other side of the door.
Tapping gently on the smooth door the sobbing haulted a little.
'go away!' a small sad tone court in angels voice.
'angel.......' what do I tell him? That I'm sorry? Sorry can never heal what I did to him.
'...D...Daniel?' hope scattered angels voice.
The bathroom door clicks and opens to angels tear streaked face.
He looks terrible.
Memorys of pulling his lifeless body from the freezing bathtub two years ago when he tried to drown himself, his face had a similar look.
'daniellll...' dark bags rested under his eyes, lips chapped and hands white with cold, dried blood stained under his long nails.
' angel!' I grabbed the door, angel shrieked, razors and blood stained tissues damp towels splayed over the floor.
'shit...' dark crimson lines etched across the top of angels arm where the sleeve of his favourite blue top was rolled up.
Silence cascaded, angel fell to his knees sobbing and clutching his stomach.
' IM SORRY!!!...AAAHHHHHA!'
Angel screamed and sobbed.
I threw myself at him my arms locking over his body.
'calm down! Calm the fuck down!'
Angel stopped struggling and fell limp in my arms.
Short sharp breaths and tears filled the shoulder of my jumper.
I stroked his platinum hair and whispering 'youre alright' softly over and over again.
I pressed angels body closer to mine his stomach feeling a great deal larger than I remember.
' is this because of what I did?'
I bit back the tears, realising after what I did to him, then ignored him for a week this is what I've driven him to.
' I'm sorry.. ' angel whisperd, sobbing slowing down to gasping and hiccuping.
I kissed the top of his head, fuck I've missed him.
'dont worry honey... I'm not mad'
I held him a little to tight as angel squirmed a little.
'sorry' I rubbed his arms trying to get some warmth back into him.
Angel moved one of my hands from his shoulder to the bulge on his stomach.
Confusion litterd my mind until...kicks Little baby kicks from small paws.
'angel????'
He nodded smiling sadly, fresh tears in his eyes.
' its yours...' angel whisperd sweetly.
I laughed shaking.
Angels carrying my puppy....
My pup!...
Our puppy...
' I don't believe it!' I laughed nervous.
Angel panicked.
' it is yours! It is Daniel!'
I kissed angels lips.
' I didn't mean that I didn't believe it's mine.. I mean I don't believe this is happening! Why didn't you tell me sooner! '
I placed my hands on angels warm belly feeling little happy kicks.
' I thought you would hate me'
' I could never hate you! I love you angel! And I love our puppy so much '
I kissed his chapped lips lovingly.

Super short chapter but Daniel knows!
The drama ain't over yet tho!
Buck up my Yaoi children the last thue chapters are going to be bumpy! 😘💞💕