Scream Reality (Jastin BoyxBoy)

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Jason

I felt myself tense up once I noticed RJ's presence, my cheeks immediately heating up. Fuck, why is he here?

"I kept him busy, but it looks like your brother still had to have his dramatic exit." RJ tried to joke with me.

I forced a small laugh, trying not remember the memories I'd shared with him. Shouldn't he have stayed at work?

Couldn't they of at least sent someone else?

I suddenly felt Justin wrap his arms around my left arm, distracting me from RJ. I sent him a confused smile, not wanting to upset him by acting too surprised.

Justin instead had his eyes locked on RJ, and I came to realise this must be the guy Justin was glaring at. Why, though?

RJ didn't really hurt people, at least not with the intentions to; I know from experience.

"It was nice seeing you again, drop by for new ink any time." RJ sent me a wink, before walking away.

Justin scoffed, and I couldn't help but look at him confused even more.

"You okay?" I questioned.

"What?" Justin looked at me, furrowing his brows.

"Sorry, it's just... You don't seem to be in a good mood... Did RJ say someth-"

"How could you not tell me he was your first?" Justin cut me off, letting my arm go, "I mean, I let that dude tattoo me and everything."

I scrunched my nose up, "Wait, what? How did-"

"He told me." Justin frowned, "I mean, it's not like it's totally my business... It's just, I just... And then he's just all..."

"Justin," I smiled fondly, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I should have..."

Justin blushed as he looked up at me, "You're apologising?"

"Well yeah," I bopped his nose with my index finger, "He was my first, and I want to be your first one day... I think I should be honest about my first time, especially if I want you to be comfortable with me."

Justin's eyes widened at my words, "I... You really wanna be my first?"

"Yes, of course I do." I chuckled, "I think the night out on the ranch was a big indication I wanted you."

Justin blushed as he remembered, "I almost forgot..."

I smiled, wrapping an arm around his shoulder, "As long as it's still okay with you, I still eventually want to be your first, whenever you feel ready."

Justin smiled, leaning into me, "Hmm, let me think about it..."

I chuckled, "I'll be patient, I promise."

"And sensitive?" Justin wiggled his brows.

"Huh?" I furrowed my brows, before my face flushed a deep shade of red, "RJ didn't-!"

  Justin immediately giggled, "Don't worry, he only said you were sensitive. He didn't tell me much else."

I pouted, "Good... I'd rather embarrass myself telling you than anybody else."