My Pillow Princess [Laurinah]

Part 16: Emotional Roller Coaster (Dinah)

"Kiss the cat, massage the boobs. Got it." Dinah said and continue to 'learn' as she watched the blonde dart out her pierced tongue and took one long lick of the brunette's pussy, starting from her entrance up to her clit.

Dinah's face cringed a little as the blonde keep moving her tongue up and down. "I don't know if I can do that." She said to herself. Dinah just embraced her gayness not too long ago and the thought of eating a girl out is scaring her. She's not even sure if she is going to be able to perform the task. It's a pussy, like her own. She knows what a pussy gone through everyday. But the brunette seems to be enjoying every stroke of the blonde's tongue.

Dinah turned her gaze away from the screen when her phone vibrated. She picked it up to read the text.

Greg:
So I heard about you and Lauren. Don't worry, I won't be in your way anymore.

Dinah sitting up immediately and shut her laptop. Her mood to learn how to perform lesbian sex suddenly gone when she read Greg's text. She feels guilty. She actually planned to tell him by herself eventually, when things between her and Lauren are more clear. She can hear Greg's sad tone as she read the text in his voice. How much more this good guy has to suffered from her?

Dinah Jane Hansen:
How do you know that?

Dinah fidgeting in her bed as she waits for Greg's reply. She feels so bad that she care so little about him these past few weeks. All her time were spent getting lost in Lauren.

Greg:
Zendaya told me.

Another wave of emotion hit her in the face. Zendaya told Greg. It was hard for her to told Zendaya in the first place, and she had the nerve to told Greg? Dinah feels mad, angry, sad towards Zendaya but mostly betrayed. How could she do this? She knows how easily Dinah can feel guilt. How could she? Dinah trusted her.

Dinah Jane Hansen:
How dare she told you this? It's MY story to tell, NOT hers.

This is the first time that Dinah has negative feelings about Zendaya. Their friendship was always perfect. Feeling betrayed and angry, Dinah decided to text Zendaya.

Dinah Jane Hansen:
You told Greg? Must I remind you that it's NOT your story to tell to ANYONE. How could you? I trusted you.

She doesn't really understand her anger or why does the fact that Greg knew about her and Lauren through Zendaya bothered her this much. She doesn't like him anymore, there is no reason for her to keep him waiting around anymore. She just mad. Greg should know this, yes, but it was suppose to be her who told him.

Greg:
Don't blame her. I saw you crying in her arms in the nurse room. I was the one who asked.

Greg:
She really cares for you, Dinah and so am I. Don't be mad at her.

Dinah Jane Hansen:
It was suppose to be me. You suppose to know it from me.

Greg:
It doesn't matter, Dinah. I might keep my distance but I still look for you.

Greg:
I saw the way you look at her.

Dinah is now crying at Greg's text. She feels so bad, so guilty. He was nothing but great to her, always treated her with the best he could. And this is what he gets for being a nice guy.

Dinah Jane Hansen:
I'm so sorry.

Right after she send the text, her phone is ringing and the one who's calling is Zendaya. Dinah took in a deep breath and pick up the phone without saying any word.

"I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't have. Greg saw you crying so he forced your story out of me. He was worried about you." Zendaya said with her usual caring tone.

"I know." Dinah said in a small voice. Now she feels even more guilty for yelling at Zendaya through the text.

"We all care about you baby." Zendaya added.

"I know." is all Dinah said. She feels tired, exhausted. All those damn emotions running through her make her wants to just curl under her warm blanket and sleep.

"Could you please forgive me?" Zendaya asked, clearly begging.

"I forgive you. If you don't mind, I would like to go to sleep now." Dinah said in a tired voice.

"Of course. Take care baby." Zendaya said before hang up the phone.

Greg:
Don't be. I hope she can make you happy better than me :)

Silence tears roll down her cheeks as she read Greg's text. She broke his heat so many times and he did nothing wrong. She closed her eyes and allowed herself to fall in a deep sleep.

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I'm sorry that it's a bit short. I decided to separated Laurinah's parts. I think it will make you see their side of the story clearer. I could be wrong but I'm the author so, suck it 👅

Oh and I have an idea for a new fan fiction. It's called Serenade, and it will be a collection of Laurinah one shots.
I already published one chapter so go check it out boo 🙈