Naka-leave ako ngayon for 2 weeks. Wala lang, trip ko lang. Ewan ko nga rin kung bakit ko naisip yun.
Nandito ako sa restaurant ni Joseph. Grabe! Asikasong-asikaso sya sa akin :)
"Hmm- try this. Cheesy scallop, magugustuhan mo yan." Joseph.
Tumikim ako.
Hmm- masarap nga! Nagmemelt sya sa mouth at ang cheesy. Buti pa yung scallop -_____- No, no erase! Positive lang tayo dito.
Ang ganda ng takbo ng negosyo nya, maraming tao atsaka ang sasarap ng pagkain.
"Ano? Papayag ka na ba sa offer ko?" Tanong nya.
"Hindi ko pa alam e. Kakausapin ko muna ang best friend ko then ichachat kita." Ako.
Tumango sya at ngumiti. Hindi ko alam bakit ako nagkaka-ganito. Ang gwapo-gwapo kasi ni Joseph e. Lahat nga ng babaeng customers nya kapag nilalapitan nya kinikilig, yung iba nagpapa-cute. Haha :) Sana lahat.
Wag nyong isiping papalitan ko kaagad si Demonyo. Syempre nakaka-attract lang kasi talaga sya.
"Pasensya ka na ha, kailangan ko kasing asikasuhin ang kusina. Okay ka lang ba?" Joseph.
"O-oo naman, ayos lang trabaho mo naman yan e. Hmm- kapag hindi ka busy punta ka na lang sa bahay." Ako.
Inihatid nya ako sa labas. May pabaon pa syang dessert para sa akin. Ang bait nya!
Sumakay na ako sa taxi and he wave his hands on me. Hays! Sana laging ganito .. Wala akong ibang iniisip kundi paano ako pupunta sa pupuntahan ko at paano ako uuwi, magkano ang bills? Manood ng movies, paano magluto. Hindi yung iniisip ko kung paano makalimot.
Minsan lang ako magmahal pero bakit sobra naman akong nasaktan?
Nandito na ako sa bahay and I found the couples watching movie.
Naupo ako sa sofa.
"Best, saan ka galing?" Ebony.
"Kumain sa labas." Ako.
"Who's with you?" Tanong ni Shawn.
"Ah- wala." Ako.
Ibinaling ko na lang ang atensyon ko sa panonood at nagpretend na walang ibang tao sa paligid. Ang sweet nila sobra!
Hindi ako mapakali dahil ang lalandi nila! Tumaas na lang ako sa kwarto ko at nag-sounds.
"Red"
(By: Taylor Swift)
[Verse 1:]
Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all
[Chorus:]
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red
[Verse 2:]
Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong
[Chorus:]
Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red
[Bridge:]
Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
In burning red
Burning, it was red
[Chorus:]
Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
'Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
We're burning red
[Post-Chorus:]
And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah
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Gusto ko nang mamatay! Ayoko na -__________- Waaaaaaaahhhh.
Dumungaw ako sa bintana at bakit ang daming mag-jowang naglalakad?! Para sa akin ang mga sign na ito?
"Best, umuwi na si Shawn. Usap naman tayo." Ebony.
Naupo kami sa kama. Buti naman at may balak pa syang kausapin at kunsultahin ako.
"Best, gusto ko na ilabas lahat nang 'to! Ayoko na, nagsasawa na ako, gusto ko nang mag-move on. Pagod na pagod na ako." Sabi ko habang humahagulgol ng iyak.
Hinimas ni Ebony ang likuran ko at parang naiiyak na rin. Parang lumuwag ang pakiramdam ko dahil may nakinig na sa mga pagsusumamo ko.
"Alam mo, nasasaktan din ako sa sitwasyon mo. Parang ang lungkot-lungkot ng buhay mo, hindi ko kayang makita kang nahihirapan." Ebony.
Inabutan nya ako ng tissue. Kung alam nyo lang, parang pasan ko ang earth, mars, pluto, venus, sun and moon! Ang bigat bigat ng nararamdaman ko, ang hirap.
"Gusto ko nang makalimot, ayoko nang maramdaman ang lahat nang 'to. Ang hirap!" Ako.
Tumayo kami at dinala ako ni Ebony sa pool. Naupo kami at naglawlaw.
"Malaya ka na." Bulong nya.
Pumikit ako at huminga ng malalim.
M A L A Y A N A A K O 😇
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