Are We Worth Living For | m.yg

Fifteen

I still felt traumatised by the incident last night . So i didn't go to school today .

Yoongi decided to stay home with me . The boys were kind enough to help me send Kai to school too .

I stayed in bed in my curled position . I cover my whole body with a blanket whilst on my phone .

I turned on my phone and then realising I shouldn't have done so because I will be wasting my time reading people talking bullshit about me .

I decided to clear my mind by watching a few videos of they boy band , BTS . They are world wide famous nowdays .

I watched their Bangtan Bombs and the Show Champion Backstage . I couldn't hold in my laughter . They are so cute .

I felt like they would understand me . If BTS was a person , he would be my best friend .

I mean , some were unappreciated , were told to leave the group , giving death threats , body-shamed , starting wars and more . But at least they have a billion pepole who actually still cares for them .. Unlike me .

While being too focused on their variety show , Run BTS , Yoongi kicked the blanket away from me which allowed me to bright sunlight . He blanket kicked me .

" Wake up and go shower your lazy ass ! " he yelled while pushing me of the bed .

" urghh i'm so tired , " I groaned .

" why ? Do you want me to help you then ? " he grinned .

" ah nevermind . I'm not a baby anymore , " I quickly declined .

" but you're my baby , " he mumbled .

" huh " I screamed that made him jump .

" nothing " he denied immediately .

I went to grab a quick shower and changed into my black converse hoodie and black denim jeans .

He saw me and teased , " converse , converse . I really hate converse "

I rolled my eyes at him . He said that we are going somewhere but I whined because I love staying at home and not socialize .

I slept in the car throughout the whole ride . He brought to a park that was empty . It is probably because everyone is in school or at work .

He put me down on a bench and asked me to wait there . He gave me the suspicious kind of gummy smile before he left .

He came back with a blindfold . He put the blindfold on me . I couldn't resist smiling because I can feel that he is doing something for me .

He put me down and I was sitting on the floor above a mat . I was guessing it is a picnic .

He told me to feel something . He grabbed my right hand to direct me to the object . It felt rubbery or like a branded leather handbag .

I took of my blindfold with my right hand still on the object . I was so shocked by what I saw and ran as far away from it as possible .

" oh my gosh !!! What the fuck . What the actual fuck Yoongi ! I touched a snake . You made me touch a snake , " I screamed feeling petrified .

All Yoongi did was laugh . He laughed at me so hard . I was so mad at him but I ended up laughing with him too . My reaction was kind off embarrassing .

" I was so close to the snake . Oh my effin . How close was I ? " I asked while wiping my sweat .

" dude , you were so close to it like , " he giggled as he showed me .

After the snake madness , we ate lunch . He brought fruits , two chicken sandwiches , lamb skewers and a bottle of water .

I considered it as a picnic date .. I guess . He wouldn't stop asking me to try his food when i'm having the actual same thing . He aslo kept spoonfeeding me .

It was all fun and laughter , but then , he showed me all of his slashes . Some of them looked recent but not too recent .

" I stopped because of you . And I hope you do so too , " he smiled weakly .

" Was that the whole point of this , " I asked upset .

" I want you to stop doing this please . We can work together and find help ok . Just stop . Don't you dare leave me , " he whispered as he started to shed tears .

He told me his story . Tears started forming in my eyes too .

" I've shared my secret . Now tell me yours , " he asked .

I talked to him about it . I could not hold back my tears and everything bottled in me was all out .

I was in his embrace . I felt so safe and secure . It felt like he is going to protect me forever .

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A/N:

The puns at the first few paragraphs tho .

Hope you enjoy this book ! Keep reading my fwenz .