German Rendezvous

Liebe - 34

"Love you know, seeks to make happy than to be happy." ~ Charles William Gordon.

Antonella.

"You didn't tell him anything ?" I asked on the phone pulling my seat belt.

"Niks." Anwar replied in Afrikaans meaning nothing.

"Baie dankie, i owe you big time." I slightly smiled, Anwar was becoming the brother I've always wanted.

"Jy wed." Anwar replied. He always had a thing with languages, he always was such a fast learner considering Dutch and Afrikaans weren't completely the same he still knew how to speak Afrikaans and German as well as Dutch.

I could feel Lukas gaze on me while he drove, i didn't want to talk to him after what he said. After I gave him my virginity he has the nerve to say I jumped on his dick.

"Ek nodig om kry verander omdat my pa het gevra my uit om ontbyt..." I replied in Afrikaans so that Lukas couldn't hear anything. Basically while Lukas was on the phone my father called to invite me to breakfast with 'Grace Swanepool' was whatever they had that serious ? Anwar said his parents were in Munich so it would be easier for me to sneak in, doing my walk of shame...his words not mine.

"Did your father really get a heart attack? " Lukas asked. I was mad at him but goodness gracious i can't be mad at him forever, those green-gray eyes that can look inside your soul.

"Yes, he did actually." I said playing along.

"Antonella love, I'm sorry. Can I make it up to you through dinner tonight ? Pretty please don't say no." I felt his hand slip on my bare thigh as he drove, i quickly smiled. I could never get mad at someone for that long and I couldn't believe that I actually cried because of that sometimes I can be such a baby. It's my father's fault for raising me like an fragile egg maybe because if I had everything I asked for...I wouldn't ask about my mother.

"My father is here, Lukas." I said out of the blue. I always found comfort when I talked to him, he had an understanding to whatever that I mentioned and always looked for a solution even if there wasn't.

"When did he come ?"

"Last week Thursday, i think you saw him at your engage...me...n..t party." It was hard time say, it's official I hate the word engagement. He noticed.

"Antonella i don't want to marry Deya, my father is forcing me to do it but trust me I don't. If there was anyone I would be marrying it would be you...Ms. Le roux." He spoke driving while rubbing circles on my thigh.

"Why ?" I asked even though this wasn't the place to talk atleast we were talking about our pending problems.

"It's uh good for business." He sighed. "Anyways what is your father doing here ?"

I laughed. "Lukas you forget that I will be going back home soon..." there was silence. I wanted to tell him so bad that my father was taking his father to jail but I couldn't no matter how horrible his father seems I'm sure deep down Lukas loves his father.

"Can't you stay here with Anwar ?" He abruptly suggested.

"Uhm no. I'm attending Stellenbosch University in Western Cape for my career in law faculty."

"You can study law here too, Ella."

"I don't know Lukas, i have always wanted to go to Stellenbosch. It's been my long-time dream, i can't just..."

It's true, i have always wanted to study at Stellenbosch for as long as I could remember. Germany of cause I love everything about this place but I just couldn't change my dreams for a love I might not even have in the end.