Conor Lewis-Minter (Minishaw)

Ch. 28

Simon's POV

The police are getting me ready to go, they have told me how I'm meant to do this, what I should say and they help me put my bullet prove vest on, I'm ready to do this

"just remember, you do have back up, so whatever you do don't go into the house, we can't save you if you go inside off the house"

"but what if they tell me that I have to"

"stay firm, you will not go inside, we can't protect you if you go in there, because we might not be quick enough, do you understand that"

"I do" I say, the nerves are building up, I feel my heart beating so fast in my chest and my breathing is getting a bit out off control, I need to calm down, I need to keep myself in line, I can't scare Conor, that is the last thing that I want to do, I just need to tell him calmly that I'm here to pick him up now, and that daddy is in hospital and that is why he had to say there, I'm not going to tell him until he gets older that he was actually kidnapped, but I will just have to wait and see what Harry thinks off all that, but to be honest, I don't really think he cares just as long as we get Conor back. 

"let's get this going, I'm guessing you have been ready for a long time now" a police woman smiles at me 

"I've never been more ready" I say to her, I'm lying, I'm not ready for this, but I want my son back and this is what I have to do, if I want him with me. I need to do this. We then start driving, we go in a regular car, because they can't suspect anything when we pull up outside the house, police cars are on both sides off the house, but they cant be seen from the house, there are a lot off police cars around the neighborhood that are ready to go if they decide to run, and there is an ambulance there as well, just in case something goes wrong. there are even armed shooters in the house across the street, I think they are meant to shoot if something happiness to me, but I don't really care, as long as Conor gets out safe and sound, I don't care what happens to me, as long as he is safe, and as long as Harry gets him back then I know I've done my job, Harry and Hannah can rase him together, he has a lot off help at his hands

"are you ready?" I get asked as the police woman takes my shoulder 

"is everything ready?" I ask 

"yes, you can go knock on the door now" she tells me and I just take a deep breath before I stand up out off the car

"good luck Simon" she tells me and smiles at me, I just take another deep breath before I walk up to the front door and then another deep breath when I get there, I can't act nervous, I need to act confident, I need to act strong. 

I can do this

then I knock on the door, this is due or die.