One Shots Book

Tainted Love (Minizerk)

I've got to Get away.

"This is all useless junk! Just get rid of it already!" Josh had screamed that at him once, throwing the glass of water in his hands towards Simon. The blond was lucky that the older was too drunk to aim right.

You don't really want any more from me To make things right.

Josh really didn't need anything else from Simon. So Simon should just take everything back. He grabbed a black suitcase- it had originally been his anyway- and began to fill it with what was left of his belongings. It sadly wasn't much, just enough to fill the large suitcase. And this was throughout their whole shared house.

You need someone to hold you tight.

All the while, Simon couldn't help but ponder what he had done wrong. Why wasn't he enough? He would give Josh anything he asked for, he often gave him way more than he should have. But to him, if it pleased Josh, it was worth the mortification.

You think love is to pray.

Josh always had weird guidelines for what their relationship should be. He believed he should control everything, with Simon only being able to agree. Simon hadn't seen any faults with the idea at first, but that was before Josh took charge.

I'm sorry I don't pray that way.

Simon hated every moment of Josh's ruling over his everything. What he wore, how he acted, what he said, how he moved, and exactly how much of his body he had to relinquish to Josh's needs every day.

Once I ran to you (I ran).

Simon hated how dependent on Josh he had become because of this. Every little thing he did: Where is Josh? Would Josh approve? What would Josh think? When is Josh going to get home? He hated that it had gotten to this point.

Now I'll run from you.

But no more. He had finally finished packing. As he began his way down the steps, he heard the front door fling open. Josh was home.

This tainted love you've given.

Simon quickly ducked into the kitchen, holding his suitcase in front of him. He did his best to listen to Josh's movements over his panicked breaths. He couldn't let the older near him, he knew he'd give in.

I give you all a boy could give you.

What he could hear however confused him. There were way too many footsteps for it to only be Josh, even in his drunk state. That's when he heard the feminine giggle, which was quickly shushed afterwards.

Take my tears and that's not nearly all.

A girl. Josh had brought a girl home. Simon couldn't understand it. Josh brought a girl to their home.

Tainted love.

Or, perhaps not. Tobi, one of Josh's mates, spoke up after the girl had giggled. Simon couldn't tell what it was, but it seems to have irritated Josh.

Tainted love.

"The hell if I know where he is. I've been out with you two all night." Josh's stumbles came towards the kitchen and Simon stood up. He had to do this.

Don't touch me please.

Josh's hands went to wrap around Simon's waist when he saw the taller blond but Simon pushed him off. "What's wrong babe? I'm home now."

I cannot stand the way you tease.

"I can't keep doing this Josh. It's not healthy, I'm sorry." Josh's face set hard as he processed Simon's words.

I love you though you hurt me so.

"No. You love me, and so you're staying here. You don't have that choice." Josh's hands roughly grabbed Simon's waist, bruising the area for sure. Simon struggled in the grip, but Josh was always a little stronger.

Now I'm going to pack my things and go.

"Josh, just let me go. Please, I need to go." Simon's words were staggered by pain that was shooting through his body. Josh's hands had a vice grip on his waist, too tight for his comfort.

Touch me baby, tainted love.

"What's going on in here?" Tobi to the rescue, walking into the kitchen with the couple. He first noticed the black suitcase, packed up. Then he noticed the duo's position. "Josh, mate, let go of him. Hurting him won't help keep him here."

Touch me baby, tainted love.

"Not true, if I hurt him enough he'll be too scared to go. It's worked so far, it'll work now." Josh's angry expression broke into a demented smirk as he suddenly pushed Simon tight against the counter behind him. "Why would you leave anyway, baby? You belong to me."

Touch me baby, tainted love.

Tobi's drunken attempts to break away the adamant Josh weren't working, Josh pushing Simon back further and further into the counter. Simon's face was contorted, he didn't want to lose when he was so close.

Once I ran to you (I ran).

"So baby, are you gonna keep trying to leave me? Because I can do this all night. I can do this until your skinny little back snaps. I know you're not healthy either, and that'll make it so much easier." Josh's words were a deterrent to Simon's confidence. It was true, he was doomed.

Now I'll run from you.

But could he really give up? When he was so close? When he just needed to make it to a door? "Joshy, please."

This tainted love you've given.

"Now, that's not what you're meant to call me, is it?"

I give you all a boy could give you.

"Simon, please don't give in to him. Just push him a little bit, then I can get him off."

Take my tears and that's not nearly all.

"Come now, baby. What am I to you? What are you meant to call me?"

Tainted love.

"Simon, please. Don't do this."

Tainted love.

"I'm sorry Master,"

Tainted love.

"I won't leave."

Simon hated how dependent on Josh he had become. Simon hated every moment of Josh's ruling over his everything.He was done letting Josh feed off his pain.Simon had given up way too much for this relationship. This relationship wasn't healthy. Simon just couldn't take it all the time. But what was he meant to do? Simon was already poisoned by this tainted love.