One Shots Book

Messages (Any Ship)

Little guide for this one shot. ~~~ separates the two people's texts. Any that preface with Received are from another phone. Any prefaced with Sent are from the current phone. Blah blah blah. The bold and italics at the end are the phone's operating system. I think that's good?? Oh wait:

**TW: suicidal thoughts, suggested suicide, mentions of alcoholism, it's really depressing**

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Received 8:24pm

Heya. Its 8pm while im writing this. I know that doesnt mean much to you anymore, but if u could remeber the time when there was an us, you'd remember that 8pm seemed to be my suicide hour. I went to all those doctors you told me to. they gave me drugs, and ive been taking them all. I swear.

But you wont believe that, will u? u never did believe me when i swore i wanted to get better. y would you? im just a liar. thats what u think, isnt it? i know it wont mean anything to you, but i stopped drinking. I havent touched a drop in over a year. arent u proud? im trying to be better, 

for us. but there isnt an us anymore. hardly even a me anymore. but im trying. you always said i should put that pretty mind of mine and my interesting imagination to work. i started writing little stories online. ive got a fanbase of around 200, but they all love my stories dearly.

sometimes i even draw little cartoons for my stories. people enjoy them, and im sure u would have too. the new u wouldnt tho. youre probably over our style of humor now, its time to grow up- that what u told me. i hold that to heart love. i was thinking of even beginning to do readings of my

stories too. do u think people would like that? u wouldnt know anymore, the drugs have lead to me losing the strength from my voice. my voice is so different now, it seems dead to me. but if people didnt know what i sounded like before, do u think theyd like it? why am i asking u, u

dont care anymore. hell, u wont even get these txts. i know u got rid of this number. im not that stupid. i am smart, no matter what my demons try to say. tho i suppose i fell to them this time. i just had to txt u, tell u what ive become. idk what i expected. surely not an applause. maybe,

just a smile? some recognition? or perhaps i just wanted u to be proud of me for once. who knows. youre not mine to have. so forget it. just forget about me. there wont be anymore of me after these send. goodbye once and for all. with me, may all memories of me and of us be killed. 

Seen 8:27pm 

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Sent 8:29pm

Please dont hurt yourself. i dont know who u r or what happened between you two, but u shouldnt die because of her

Seen 8:30pm

Sent 8:32pm

Hello? Please?

Seen 8:33pm

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Received 8:34pm

Sorry for this. ignore all of it. i wont be bothering u again

Seen 8:35pm

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Sent 8:35pm

No! please dont

Sent 8:38pm

hello? 

Sent 8:40pm

come on buddy

are you there?

Sent 8:47pm

ur gone, arent u?

Sent 8:53pm

damn 

I hope ur happier now

Seen 12:08pm

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Received 12:09pm

We regret to inform you that the owner of this number was found dead earlier today. What is your relation to the victim?

Seen 1:26pm

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Sent 1:26pm

I didnt have any relation to him. Im guessing this was his ex's old number. I dont even know his name. sorry i couldnt help more

Seen 1:42pm

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Received 1:45pm

That's okay. Thank you for your time.

Seen 1:50pm

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Sorry for any broken feels. Wrote this one while I was really down and depressed. So sorry. But anyway, that's all for now. Until next time, Peace my Cheeses! I love you all <3