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THIRTY-FIVE

'You want all of this?' he asked looking at me, 'it terrifies me if you say yes' he said whispering. 'I do want this, but not right now and not next year. We can take it easy alright, don't freak out' i said and kissed his lips again. 'I do want to make you my wife someday' he said and looked at me. 'But now is not the right time and that is okay' i said. 'Why because of my father?' he asked. 'Partly yes, but also because i have to find myself first before I can give you mine' i whispered. 'Fair enough' he sighed and grabbed me in his arms while we swayed over the floor.

'Can you even believe it' Tessa sighed of happiness when she let herself fall down on the wooden bench on the porch of the little church. 'You are a married woman now' i said and sipped my wine.

'I totally am, our next wedding will be yours' she said and sipped her own wine. 'Oh I don't know about that, maybe Tim isn't that into marrying'.

'Of course he is, he wants you to make you his wife so bad' she said. 'How do you know for sure?' i asked. 'Because he came to me and- no never mind it will work out fine' she said. I felt a little suspicious about all this, Tim came to her? Yeah right. 'You are not holding anything back are you Tessa?' i asked. 'No of course not don't be silly and enjoy that freaking expensive wine' she said and ordered me to sip again.

'So what is next? a baby?' i asked Tessa. 'You can't just ask me that Alex, that is so rude' she said and sipped her wine. 'Why it was just a question' i giggled. 'You know what i mean right, in order to have a baby you need to have sex with your husband' i said letting her feel more awkward.

'Oh you stop it right there like you and mister gentlemen aren't doing anything like sex' she said trying to get me off guard.

'Fine, fine i'll stop i wish you and Marcel all the best of luck alright you both deserve it. Oh and before i forget name your first baby after me boy or girl can do both' i grinned. 'Get out of here you' she said laughing while i walked off the porch in my dress. When i tried to look for Tim i couldn't notice the little lights coming out of the woods.

'What the hell did he do this time?' i whispered more to myself than to anyone. I walked to the lights and they were so tiny but laying there forming a path into the woods. 'I really hope this was all Tim or i am so awkwardly screwed' i whispered to myself.

I followed the lights till i was stopped at an open space, and Tim was standing there all being pretty in his suit. He wears a suit like a boss, it's magnificent.

'Tim what are you doing?' i asked him, 'just listen please' he begged me. 'You are litterly the light of my life, you mean the world the to me and i want to make the future great again between the two of us. I am a sucker for romance, i can't do romance i don't know how and i screwed up numerous of times already. I love you in just the way you are, i love you for who you are and what you are. You are not the criminal like your parents described you are so much more to me. You keep making up excuses to why don't want things in our relationship and yes i am meaning our conversation from this afternoon. You don't have to find yourself first because i have already find you' he said.

In the meantime i have tears streaming down my face, those words were so kind and sweet. I can't handle those words, especially spoken by him.

'What i am trying to say is, i want to start a family with you for real. I want children with you, a lot. I want to have sex with you a lot and i want to spend all my time with you forever. Please do me the honor and marry me' he asked.

I didn't know what to say, i just kept staring at him and the big ass diamond ring he magically kept in his pocket. He planned this all along. 'Please don't let me hanging here, answer me please' he begged all nervous.

'How can i say no to you after that amazing speech' i grinned while the tears fell on the mushy ground. 'Is that a yes?' he asked. I jumped in his arms and kissed his lips. 'Yes' i whispered while a kiss followed his tongue fought with mine for battle. We sank to the ground, while stains got in our fancy clothes that probably won't get out we didn't care at that time. We just got freaking engaged, and now that it is happening i can't wait to spend all the time with him that i have left or have. We will get children, he will get me pregnant and he will love me and our little family.

'You just made me the luckiest man in the world. I will cherish you forever and promise that i will be a better boyfriend, fiance and husband to you' he said while we laid on the filthy ground.

'Keep that for our vows alright' i grinned and gave him another kiss. 'Let's go home angel, i want to love your body like i have never before' he whispered in my ear and helped me up. 'Alright then, are you ready to spend the rest of your life with me?' i asked. 'I am, can you handle me the rest of your life?' he asked. 'I am not worried about that, once we have a daughter she will know how to handle you' i joked and his smile faded to a worried grin.

'Daughters? I didn't think about that' he said. 'What about sons, i like sons you do to right?' 'i do love but that is not something i can just make happen, we just need to wait and see' i said and walked with him to the car. 'This ring is really beautiful' i said while i inspected the diamond on top of it.

'It's custom made, special for you' he said. 'You are the sweetest but you-' 'shouldn't have done it i know but you deserve this and so much more' he said finishing my sentence. 'Why did you propose and how did you know that i would say yes? I practically burned you down when you asked me about it this afternoon' i said.

'I know but, now that you have asked i couldn't be more sure about this and about you. You are the one that i will spend my time with. You will be my partner, lover and father of my children' i said and kissed his cheek but got interrupted when i heard my phone ringing. 'The devil is calling you' he said joking.

When i got my phone out of my bag i saw that Tessa was calling me, 'hello' i said. 'Hello best friend, don't you have something to tell me? You just dissapeared on me' she said. The little minx she knew all along. 'What should i tell you, you seem to know it all already' i said. 'Don't shoot me already he asked me for permission and for that kind of gentlemen-ish how could i say no' she said. 'Gentlemen-ish, is that even something?' i asked laughing. 'Now it is, but tell me everything you said yes right?' she asked. 'Yes of course, how could i say no to his amazing speech' i said. 'Good right, i helped him a little bit' she said. 'Of course you did, how could i think any different?' i asked laughing.

'Can you believe it we will be both married woman' she said being all excited about this all. And we aren't even married yet.

'We are home, i love you and talk to you later alright' i said, 'fine, bye have a nice evening' she said and we ended the call. 'Can you even believe this, i am really going to get married to you the man of my dreams' i said. 'Don't be all that mushy, i like you bad ass and going against me just keep doing that' he said grinning. 'Fine no sex then?' i asked, 'i didn't say that' he said and kissed my cheek.

Once we walked inside he grabbed me and threw me over his shoulder, 'ah, you ass hole' i yelled all freaked out. 'Love you too let's have some sex' he said and led us to the bedroom.