I rubbed my eyes feeling how swollen they were and suddenly the memories of last night came rushing back. Today is Christmas Day and Justin and I had the absolute worst fight of our whole relationship last night. I don't even know what we were fighting about.
I looked to my side to see if it might have been a nightmare but unfortunately there was no very attractive body laying beside of me. I forced myself out of bed and walked into the bathroom getting into a hot shower. I washed my hair and body and shaved.
I got out and brushed my teeth and combed out my hair. I changed into a long sleeved VS PINK shirt and a pair of leggings and through my wet hair into 2 reverse French braids. I walked downstairs to find Justin in the kitchen pouring 2 cups of coffee. I noticed the table had the normal breakfast we usually make on Christmas morning.
"Don't thank me. Let's just not talk about it okay?" He said knocking me out of my trance. He pulled a chair out for me and placed a cup of coffee in front of me. He sat in his normal chair beside me and made us both a plate.
"Justin, can I at least apologize?" I asked, my voice was super scratchy from the crying I did last night.
"No. you don't need to. I do. I'm sorry baby. I love you." He looked at me. His eyes were red and his voice was so raspy which was sad but also very attractive. I quickly wrapped my arms around his neck before he could say anything else. A few tears trickled down my cheeks.
"Were never going to bed after arguing again Justin. Okay? I was so scared that something happened to you or something and I couldn't live with myself if something did. I love you so much." I sobbed out, tears were pouring out at this point.
"Baby stop crying. It's okay. I'm right here. We're never fighting again. Okay? Never. I'm always gonna be right here. I love you so much." He held my cheeks between his large hands. Using his thumbs, he wiped away my tears and kissed my lips gently.
"I love you." I choked out burying my face in his chest again.
"Now, merry Christmas beautiful. Let's eat breakfast and then I have lots of presents for you." He smiled kissing my lips again. I nodded and kissed him harder.
"Merry Christmas. I love you Justin. Please never ever leave me." I felt like I couldn't tell him I loved him enough.
"I love you. And I'm not going anywhere. Now eat up because I have a lot of stuff I'm excited to see you open!" He smiled. I grinned and nodded my head.
I'm so lucky.
