This is one of my favorites I've written! 😍😍
You shifted your weight in your place on the couch sighing. Justin was supposed to be home an hour ago and wouldn't answer your calls or texts. This was the 3rd night in a row he'd been late. It was already almost 10 pm. You sighed again and covered yourself up with a blanket running your hand across Esther who was cuddled into your side.
"hi sweet baby. Dads still not home huh?" You smiled at her cute face and giggled when Todd suddenly ran in the room jumping on your lap.
"hi precious! Are you ready for daddy to be home too?" You giggled to yourself when you heard the front door open.
"Hey babygirl." Your boyfriends raspy voice echoed through the house.
"hi." You said simply not looking away from the puppies who were dancing around in circles at Justin's feet.
"Sorry I'm late again." He sat down beside you on the couch.
"it's fine." You said still not looking into his eyes knowing you'd crack.
"Are you actually mad at me right now?" He scoffed.
"Yes Justin, I am." You spat.
"Y/n literally, I was at work."
"Bullshit Justin. 3 nights in a row, an hour late?!" You finally looked into his eyes.
"Y/n.." his eyes softened.
"Are you cheating on me?" You asked abruptly.
"No?! Did you really just ask me that?" He fired back quickly.
"Then what is it Justin? What is it that's keeping you away from me?" Your voice cracked at the end ready to cry. Justin still had an angry look on his face.
"I just can't believe you actually think I'd cheat on you y/n..." he trailed off. Suddenly he picked his hand up and your whole body flinched and tensed. Finally his soft touch landed gently on the piece of hair that was lying in front of your face, brushing it back softly.
"I-" you started but were quickly cut off.
"Y-Y/n, did you think I was going to hurt you?" His gentle voice cracked in the middle of his sentence.
"No I.. I just..." you couldn't think of an answer.
"Baby..." he stepped closer softly touching your cheek that was now wet with tears.
"Jay I.. I'm sorry." You let out a sob.
"Please don't cry. Please don't be afraid of me y/n. I love you so much. I would never dream of hurting you." A tear trickled down his cheek this time as he stepped EVEN closer to you. You could feel his breath on your face now.
"I'm sorry. I love you." You let out a choked sob again burying your face in your precious boyfriends chest. His large hand ran up and down your back gently.
"I was waiting until Christmas to tell you, but the reason I've been staying at the studio so late is because I'm working on a song for you." His raspy voice broke the silence. You pulled away looking into his eyes.
"Jay.. I'm such an awful girlfriend. I love you so much." You kissed his pink lips softly. He groaned at the touch of your lips against his deepening the kiss before you could pull away.
"God I've missed you these past 3 days. I love you so much." He pecked your lips again smirking.
"Hm it seems I've got something to make up to you." You smirked grabbing his hand and pulling him up the stairs.
"You sure do babygirl."
