Before I start, I just want to say thanks so much for 50k!! Also, that it's kind of hurting my feelings to write this bc J would never do this. But anyways, I love you all!!
I stirred the sauce in the pot one last time before turning the stove off. Justin was supposed to be home in about 15 minutes so I was trying to hurry and finish dinner. Tonight is our anniversary and the past few years we've went out so we decided to eat in this time. I poured the sauce over the noodles before stirring it and getting the bread out of the oven. After everything was all pretty on the table, I poured 2 glasses of red wine and lit a few candles.
I decided to run upstairs making sure I looked at least a little presentable. I was waking back down to the kitchen when I heard he front door open.
"hey baby!!" I ran and jumped on my handsome boyfriend of now 4 years.
"Hi princess. Happy anniversary." He pecked my forehead as I got down off of him.
"Happy anniversary Jay." I smiled kissing his jaw. "I made dinner." I smiled pulling him to the kitchen.
"Awh you're precious." He seemed a little on the edge but I brushed it off. We sat down at the table and began eating.
"How was your day?" I asked smiling after taking a sip of my wine.
"Uh- it was good." He stuttered out. I furrowed my brow and continued eating. "How was yours?" He asked but then accidentally dropped his fork. As he leaned down to pick it up, I noticed a small purple mark on his neck. At first I thought maybe I did it. Then I realized, I'm not that sucky at it. Usually mine are bigger than that.
"What's uhm, what did you do to your neck?" I asked clearing my throat. His whole body tensed at my words. Caught.
"Uh, nothing. Why?" He reached his large hand up running his fingers across the bruise. His cheeks turned red as he felt it.
"Oh." I barely mumbled out. I felt my throat swelling up slightly as I fought back tears. I knew what it was and I knew exactly where it came from.
"Babe?" His raspy voice cracked as he tried to get my attention.
"My name is Y/n. Not babe." I quickly snapped. I couldn't take it anymore. I found texts on his phone the other day from Sofia and I brushed it off thinking that Justin would never do that to me. Boy was I wrong.
"Babygirl, please don't do this." He reached across the table touching my hand softly. I ripped my hand away from his touch.
"Justin, I can't do this. I'm not gonna be made to look like a fool." A tear dripped down my cheek.
"I'm not trying to make you look like a fool. I look stupid if anything. I might have just ruined the best part of my life with the most beautiful girl for a freaking whore." His voice cracked with every word.
"I'm leaving." I stood up calmly and went upstairs quickly packing a bag. As soon as I zipped the bag up, I lost it. Sobs roared through my body and tears poured down my cheeks. I turned around to try and leave our room but smacked into his muscular body.
"Please don't go." He begged blocking the doorway. I glanced up at his brown eyes that were bloodshot at this point. My eyes traveled across the purple mark on his neck again causing a weird kind of hurt to shoot through my body.
"I have to." I barely choked out. I pushed my way past him finally.
"Y/n don't leave me. Please just don't leave me." It broke my heart to hear him call me y/n and not a pet name.
"Okay but what do you want me to do Justin? Stay here and give you all of me and more while you go cheat on me? You're tearing me apart at the seems. I love you so much it physically hurts." I stared at him and my heart broke even more if that was even possible. His shoulders were slumped and he looked as if you even touch him too hard, he'd break.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. If I could take it back I would. I don't even know why I did it. I have the most beautiful girl at home waiting for
me. I don't even deserve you. You're too good for me. Maybe you should find someone who does deserve your love..." he trailed off at the end of his sentence.
"Justin, i don't want anyone different. That's the whole point. You're the other half of my heart. I can't love anyone else. I love you." I dropped my Victoria's Secret bag on the ground and stepped closer to the broken boy in front of me. I reached my hand put lightly touching his tear stained cheek.
"Please don't leave me Y/n please." Another single tear rolled down his cheek and onto his black tshirt that fit his muscles so good.
"I'm not going anywhere but I need you to assure me YOU aren't gonna go anywhere." I wiped the tear off of his cheek and grabbed his large hands.
"Never." He put his forehead against mine. "I love you so much. I'm so sorry. And if you want to leave, I understand." He spoke at a whisper.
"You're stuck with me forever baby." I giggled making him show me that beautiful smile I've been missing for so long.
"Good. I want to be stuck with you for longer than forever." He pecked my lips. The kiss tasted salty due to both of our tears.
"I love you Justin." I whispered against his soft lips.
"I love you more babygirl. We've got some celebrating to do now." He smirked picking me
up by my thighs. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pushed my lips to his roughly.
"That we do." I smirked as he carried me upstairs.
