Everything I Didn't say (Lashton)

Are you gay?

Ashton woke to loud music coming from the living room. He rolled over only to realize he was naked under the covers. Ashton sat up feeling groggy. He glanced around to see his clothes scattered on the floor at the end of the bed.
He grabbed his underwear still half asleep and feeling very hung over. He went to pull the underwear on when he realized there was another pair lying on the floor. He frowned as he noticed there was also another pair of pants and another shirt.
He picked up the shirts to see one was his and the other...Luke's.
Ashton snapped his head towards a still sleeping Luke.

Suddenly memories of last night flooded Ashton.

"No." Ashton spoke in horror.

"No, no, no, please tell me it was a dream." Ashton gripped his hair struggling to remember.

"Who are you talking to?" Luke grumbled tiredly.

Ashton didn't respond. Maybe it was a dream.

"Why are you wearing my underwear?" Luke asked sitting up.

Ashton frowned looking down to see he was in fact wearing Luke's underwear.

Before Ashton could respond Luke spoke again.

"A-Ashton?" Luke spoke in a worried tone filling Ashton with dread.

"What's going on?"

"What do you remember from last night?" Ashton asked not sure he wanted to know.

"I remember James. And you getting mad. Then we were drinking and talking and..." Luke trailed off.

"Then what?" Ashton asked looking at Luke.

"We...kissed." Luke answered.

"Is that all?" Ashton demanded.

Luke shook his head.

"I-I gave you a-a..."

"Fuck, it wasn't a dream." Ashton swore cutting Luke off.

"Ashton, Braxton can't know about this." Luke panicked.

"You don't think I know that?" Ashton snapped.

"Nobody can know about this." Ashton huffed running his hand through his hair.

"What were we even thinking?" Luke frowned.

"I don't think we were." Ashton answered.

"What do we do?"

"We pretend it didn't happen." Ashton responded.

Just then the door opened and in walked Liam.

"Good morning you two. Ash, why are you wearing Luke's underwear?" Liam frowned.

"I accidentally grabbed them out of the clean clothes pile." Ashton lied.

"How did you know those are mine?" Luke frowned.

"They were the ones you were wearing that night we..." Liam trailed off.

Ashton clenched his jaw.

"Anyway, we're all heading to the beach. We're meeting Jade and Camilla." Liam said changing the subject.

"Okay, we'll get ready and meet you there." Luke nodded.

"Okay, there's some BC powder in my suitcase if you need it." Liam offered.

"Thanks." Luke smiled.

"Okay, see you two later." Liam said before ducking out the door.

Luke fell back on the bed with a heavy sigh.

"Ashton?" Luke asked not sitting back up.

"Huh?" Ashton asked grabbing a fresh pair of underwear.

"Are you...gay?" Luke asked hesitantly.

Ashton froze. He'd hoped Luke wouldn't question that.

"I don't want to talk about it." Ashton answered vaguely.

"You can say yes." Luke said sitting back up.

"I said I don't want to talk about it." Ashton snapped.

"Ashton we literally fucked last night, you gonna sit here and tell me you're not into guys?" Luke crossed his arms.

Ashton sighed taking a seat on the bed.

"Fine, yes. Are you happy?" Ashton snapped.

"Whoa, what's the big deal?" Luke frowned.

"Everyone in this house is at least bi." Luke pointed out.

"Exactly." Ashton huffed.

"I don't follow." Luke frowned confused.

"Braxton is bi. Which means I can't be gay. Our parents were disappointed in the fact that they had less of a chance for grandkids. My mom will be crushed if she finds out I'm gay. She wants grandkids so bad." Ashton explained.

"Braxton is still into girls, he could end up with kids." Luke pointed out.

"Mom doesn't seem to grasp that concept." Ashton sighed.

"He might as well just be gay in her eyes."

"I see." Luke nodded understandingly.

"So wait, the person you said you were in love with, it's not a girl. It's a guy." Luke said realization hitting him.

Ashton only nodded.

"Ash, I'm so sorry, I never meant to be your first. You probably had hoped it would be him." Luke walked over and took a seat next to Ashton.

Ashton smiled. How could Luke be so sweet?

"It's okay, I don't mind." Ashton smiled.

"Well other than the fact that you're Braxton's best friend." Ashton huffed.

"And you hate my guts." Luke chuckled.

"And that." Ashton laughed lightly.

"Well I'm still sorry. Can't say I completely regret it, as you were pretty damn good but..." Luke smirked.

Ashton laughed as he shoved Luke gently.

"Come on, the guys are waiting on us." Ashton stood still smiling.

Luke smiled as well. He liked this side of Ashton. He was sweet, sincere and adorable.

*AN*
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