The Less Lonely Girl.

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Eric's  pov:

"Hey mom"  I sighed.

"Hey love, what are you doing here?  You are sick. Go take rest." Mom caressed my forehead.

"Mom, I have been taking enough of rest.  I am bored." I kissed my mom.

"By the way, where is Niall?" I questioned.

"Niall he had come to your room to see you but you were asleep. So he went" mom answered.

"where is he now?" I asked.

"He went to meet sim" she answered.

"But you never let us out at this time." I was eating the apples which she cut for me.

" yeah that rule is still in practice but he told that sim was going somewhere and he had to meet her" she answered.

"Oh" I kept chewing.

"Hey big brother" Niall hugged me.

"Hello little brother.  Don't be sad, sim will be back soon?" I smiled.

"Where did sim go?" He questioned me.

"You can't be depressed so fast. Okay I have decided I will stay at home with you till sim returns back. I will give you company. " I hugged him again.

"What are you talking about?" He questioned.

"Mom told that sim is going somewhere and that you went to meet her" I answered.

"By the way where did she go?" I asked.

"Oh God no. Mom when did I tell you sim is going somewhere?" He asked mom as soon as she came with juice for both of us.

"Didn't you?" She questioned.

"Of course I did. But I told that sim's cousin Jamie is going and I asked you permission to go and meet her." He explained.

"Oh I am sorry I was busy right  perhaps that is why i would have heard has sim?" Mom apologised to Niall.

"Wait a minute, who is going and where?" I questioned.

"Your less lonely girl Is going to Germany to study medicine and to  become a doctor." He answers enjoying the juice.

"What?  How can she go like that? We haven't spoken. How can she go without meeting me?" I panicked.

"Eric sit down you are sick.  Do not take stress." Mom made me sit.

"Did she leave any message for me?" I enquired Niall.

"Yeah she just asked me to tell you goodbye" he answered.

"How can she say goodbye?" I need to do something.

"Eric. Please let it go. You take rest. She will come back for her vacation and all that time you can talk to her." Niall tried to console me.

"Do you think that will happen?  What time is her flight?" I questioned.

"8 pm" he answered.

I had nothing in my mind going on. I just took the car keys and left. I started driving fast. I had half an hour left to reach the airport and meet her.
I wanted to tell her that I love her  and I also know that her answer is going to be no. But there is little hope. Hope is the only thing makes the world going. What if she also loves me. All these thoughts started jumping my mind. I don't want this to end. I know it never started the way I wanted to but I don't want to pit a full stop to this  in this way either with her. I have never fallen so hard but for her. All I know is if I lose her I will turn up being nothing but just a failure. Sometimes I hate my self for falling in love with her. How did I fell in love with her when I knew that ours will never be a story? What do I do? My life looked so aimless without her.

What if in her new world my rapunzel finds a new prince ? What would happen to me? How can she say goodbye? The less lonely girl Is like flame and I am wood. She burnt me and went off but the wood that is me will never forget the fact that I was burnt with the flame and turned black and I will still remain waiting for her.