I Miss Her (#AAA2017)

I Miss Her (17)

YOHAN

She cried.

She freaking cried.

I heard the MC saying something but my thoughts are not into their cheers.

I'm staring at Dessirie hanggang sa nakita kong umalis siya.

Nakaramdam ako ng sakit at agad na bumaba sa stage para hanapin siya.

I can't lose her this time. No way!

I'm still looking for her. Baka nasa Crowd lang siya.

Until i heard the MC saying her name at the stage.

Napako ang tingin ko sa kanya.

Kumabog nang mabilis ang puso ko.

Until she spoke the words that I want to hear for a long time.

DESSIRIE

Sa sobrang gulat ko sa Paghalik sa akin ni Yohan. Hindi ko namalayan na Inuwi niya nalang pala ako. Buti nalang kasi If I'll be going to the Bakeshop I might make mistakes.

I didn't utter any words. Kasi hanggang ngayon nag Loloading parin ako. Hanggang sa ginagamot niya na pala 'yong mga natamo kong sugat. Hindi ko naman naramdaman. Namanhid ata dahil sa nangyari kanina.

Nang matapos siya, Agad naman ako pumunta sa Kuwarto at agad na nagkulong. Thinking about anything.

Like how will i approach him? Paano ko siya haharapin. Oo nga Crush-na-mahal ko siya pero 'di naman given yung kapag hahalikan niya nalang ako bigla! It was my First kiss okay!

And I'm glad na sa kanya na punta pero... it's just for those girls to believe. Still hindi parin makatotohanan.

So, Tomorrow is the day.
I hope it will be okay.

**

As i woke up. Sinadya ko talagang magising ng maaga. Para hindi ko siya makasabay and to prepare for that audition.

Napansin rin siguro ni Tita na tahimik ako and I'm not talking like i used to every morning.

Nagpaalam na ako sa kanya at pumasok sa school.

Habang nag-aantay sa Music Room, kahit na alam ko na nag-uumpisa na.

Pinapalabas na nga ako ni Ace eh. Kasi nga si Yohan na daw yung nakanta.

So ayun Pumunta ako sa Crowd. Nakipagsiksikan. Makita at marinig lang siya.

Nakita kong pumikit siya as he sing.

It was My Escape by Ravenscode.

'Yon yung Kinakanta niya sa akin.
5 years ago. It is his Favorite. 'Yon daw kasi 'yong kanta niya kay Rie. Which is me. Thanking ME for everything. For being by his side whenever he feels alone.

As he sing, I cry.

Kasi narealize ko nalang na He was singing because he wants to fulfill my dream that became our dream.

Naalala ko lahat lahat.

Until he Opened his eyes and roaming his eyes to the crowd. Until our eyes met.

As he finished the song. He's still staring at me as we stare at each other.

Until i heard the MC na it's time for the next person na magpeperform- which is me.

So nagmadali na akong umalis sa crowd at pinahid ang luha. As i go to the backstage and saw Ace. He's cheering me up. Nginitian ko lang siya at as i hear my Name. Lumabas na ako.