I Miss Her (#AAA2017)

I Miss Her (14)

DESSIRIE

Kagaya nga nung sinabi kanina ni Yohan na Sabay kami papasok sa School at Hatid-Sundo niya ako sa Bake Shop.

Tinupad niya naman. He can keep his words naman pala. Just like before.

Ngayong sabay na kami pumasok sa school. Kinakabahan na ako.

Dahil sa mga Fan girls niyang nag kalat. Though when i was his stalker before, sanay na ako na pagsalitaan ng mga fan girls niya.

Pero ngayon?

I don't think I can stand alone. Kasi nga I've change kahit papano. Tsaka kung isipin man nila na may Ginawa akong something kay Yohan kaya magkasama kami and he talks to me.

Bahala na sila mag-isip. I should be aware in my surrounding baka kasi bigla bigla nalang ako hahatakin at sasampalin. Masakit 'yon.

And there's this girl pa naman na may Lihim na pag tingin kay Yohan. Everytime na sumusunod ako kay Yohan dati.  I'm his Stalker nga 'di ba?

She always look at me with her death glare with her middle finger.

Wala lang kasi siyang Lakas ng Loob na lumapit kay Yohan.

Kagaya ngayon nakatingin nanaman siya ng masama sakin. Nasa likod ko si Yohan, naka pamulsa. As if he's feeling bodyguard siya. Eh mas pinalala niya lang 'yong sitwasyon.

Halos lahat ng students sa Campus nakatingin sa aming dalawa.

Pero I Just ignored it na parang wala lang. Minsan kasi mas magandang balewalain nalang 'yong mga iniisip ng iba kasi in that way, you won't be hurt. Because they are Judging You.

Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan sa Society ngayon eh yung bigla nalang sila nagiging Judgemental. Kahit ano. Nag hahanap sila nang kalait-lait sa Taong 'yon.

I thought humans are Equal that's why Chivalry exist and I believe na kahit anong bagay sa mundong ito ay Libre. God created it for us, Humans. His Offsprings. But humans just take it as an advantage for them to be Higher from the others.

That's why may Rich at Poor na nag-eexist.

And sa Dalawang estado na 'yan kami nabibilang ni Yohan.

He's Rich. All of the students in this University is Rich. Except for us. Me, Gina and the other Scholars. We're Poor at para sa kanila, Deserve namin na maging mababa lang at sila ay mataas lamang.

Napabuntong hininga nalang ako.

Napadaan ako sa Bulletin kung saan nakadikit 'yong Poster then binasa ko yung Details.

"The Students of this University, Please be Informed that We will be having an Audition this friday @ the Stage. Coz We're going to create a band! So If you. Yes, You. The one whose reading this poster IS INTERESTED. Please go to the Music Room and register your name. That's all Thank you!"
- Music Club

Wednesday palang ngayon. So it means Two days from now?

Napatingin naman ako sa Likod ko. So Yohan nakasandal lang sa Pader habang nakatingin sa akin o baka dun sa poster?

"Are you going to join?" I asked him.

Pero tinaas niya lang yung balikat niya na nag sasabing "Ewan ko"

Napayuko nalang ako. I want him to be back. I want him to Join doon sa Banda. Pero kung ayaw niya... Ayaw niya talaga… He's Yohan Mendez after all.