Have Been In Love With The Superstar (COMPLETED)

68: Sacrificed

68: Sacrificed

"I think people might need a break from me," I said to all the reporters.

Since my manager told them that I'll be going to give an interview, few days passed and here it is. Nasa isang conference hall kami kung saan ginaganap ito. May ilang nagla-live report ng interview na ito and for sure, right after this event, all these things will explode to the internet, televisions, newspapers, magazines and all those stuffs.

"What are the reasons that you're taking a break?" Tanong ng isang reporter.

"Being on the headlines with multiple reasons is part of it. And it might be right to say that I'll be finding myself."

"What do you mean by 'finding myself', Kaitee?"

"Well, there are some pieces of me that I can't find and I will find it."

Yeah. Maybe that's the answer, too, to my question to myself. Because looking at my life, damn! I'm so blessed that I have this kind of life. I'm a superstar, from a rich family, good friends, successful career and even if I don't have special someone, I can feel that I am special to someone and being like that, I should be thankful and contented. I just don't get myself why I need to leave. Why I will put this down and chase something that is impossible.

August na at ilang linggo na ang nakaka-lipas simula nung nag-bigay ako ng interview. May mga haka-haka ang bawat isa sa kanila kung bakit ako aalis.. kung bakit hahanapin ko ang sarili ko. And my fans are being wild after that news. I understand them, though.

Hinihintay ko nalang ang pag-expire ng kontrata ko sa ABC. Yun nalang at naka-depende na sa akin kung kailan ako aalis. My close friends know why I'm taking a break. The real reason. I just hope that they won't spill the beans.

"I don't get it, Kaitee," ani Cassey.

Nasa bahay ko siya. Dito ko muna siya pinag-stay dahil araw nalang ang bibilangin bago ako lumipad patungong Pilipinas.

"Cas, you don't need to get what and why I'm doing this. Yeah, I know I am hurting my family for leaving them but I know they can be happy for me."

"I understand that point but the thing I don't really comprehend is why you have to go there just to get what you had lost. My gahd! You have gained so much more than what you had lost." she pointed out.

Umiling ako sa sinabi niya.

"I don't know either. But, one thing is for sure, what I had lost is more than what I have gained."

Call me discontented. Call me hard to satisfy. But it's the only thing I ever wanted.

Hindi na nakipag-talo pa si Cassey. Hinayaan na lang niya ako sa desisyon ko.

"Cas, I know you will do this even if I don't ask you but please, take care of James Brayden."

Nakita ko sa kanyang mukha ang litong reaksyon. Hindi niya makuha ang ibig kong sabihin.

"Even if you don't share it to me or to anyone else, I know how you feel and I'm sorry for hurting you. That A-hole is always sticking beside me." I sighed.

James Brayden is really an asshole. Even the nicest girl I've known, he attracted. What did he do to let them fall for him? That jerk.

Iyong kaninang nalilito na mukha ni Cassey ay napalitan ng gulat na ekspresyon. Hindi man niya sabihin, nahahalata ko naman.

Kinabukasan, umuwi na si Cassey sa kanyang apartment kung nasaan naroon rin iyong apartment ko at ni Brayden. Kinailangan na kasi niyang pumasok. Pupunta nalang ako sa bahay ni Daddy. I'm gonna staying there for few days.